The game of love is a terrible terrible game, littered with broken hearts, but somewhere within the chaotic miasma there are pure moments of connection and understanding, within which broken hearts are mended and true selves are revealed. We yearn so desparately for that completeness of being with someone, it is as though we were born as only shattered jagged bits of a larger mosaic and we spend our time looking for those we fit with those who can make us feel connected to some larger whole.

However, there is more love in life than romantic love alone, more facets to the self than only lover. Cast your net wider. Seek not one love with whom you can be yourself. Seek a broad community of people. Seek to be yourself more completely by finding people with whom you get to be different facets of you: a friend, a mentor, a student, a confidante. Hopefully, when you find yourself happy and contented, someone else will notice how supremely yourself you are, and you will become a lover, who loves and cherished another for the multifaceted being that they are too.

Instead of playing the game of love, pursue your own joy, your own multifaceted self. Love will come along when you least expect it. When you are not even looking for it.

Dating is rough and being young is rougher. I wouldn't wish youth upon my greatest enemy.

....as a side note, guys reject girls too... this is not a one sided thing....


ALSO, to say "I couldn't even get a blind girl" suggests that blind girls are less desireable or easier or inferior in some way. I am just pointing out how poorly that comment could be taken. You may want to rethink that comment.

Not everyone sees others as just having a disability or such. Have you considered trying to connect on mutual interests?

The dating world is cruel for all. Sorry you are having trouble. Don't give up!

Love is difficult to try to describe. "Love is blind" they say.
Internet can help, as in write about your inner world and someone can read that and fall for that (that worked for me). Then match the sense of humor, interests, hobbies etc... ok, it can be a lot or of trial and error. And chemistry, whatever that is.
Don't give up. It may take a while to find people you like but it's worth it. Don't settle.

Everyone faces rejection in life. It is not unique to blind people. That is a thinking error you need to figure out sooner rather than later. You'll be rejected by some people and accepted by others. You just need to keep tryings and remain authentic to yourself. That is really all you can do, and chances are good that you'll eventually make some solide connections with people. Remember to take stock of what you have in life, and be grateful for those things.