I'm sorry you're going through this, but it is harder alone. I understand your situation, I live in a state of certain uncertainty when it comes to vision, and at times that unknown can be harder than the vision loss itself.

What strengths you h
ave probably aren't defined by your vision and will not change regardless of vision loss. Rely on that.

You will find relief and strength in sharing your reality with those close to you. It's not a great thing to have to share, period. Coming to terms with the additional loss is not going to be quick or easy, but it sounds like there are people around you to lean on. Use them! Are you still in school? Working?

Same boat as you. You need to start accepting it and get out of the denial stage. It’s easier said than done, trust me, I know. The sooner you accept this, then you can start adapting and moving on with your new phase in life. Life will be way easier. No more pressure.

Hit me up if you want to chat more.