I have hallucinations as if I could still see which are crisp in my left eye and blurry in my right eye, which is strange since my right eye used to be the good eye and was also the one that lost vision last. I know this isn't real vision because it remains when I close my eyes, I can't see my phone's flashlight, and the visions are completely inaccurate when I'm in unfamiliar places.

I've tried to research this but found nothing conclusive. I've heard of the Charles Bonnet syndrome but this seems to be more complex than that.

I wouldn’t say there was any color to it but If I concentrate hard I would say I could see colors if I think about them. If I think blue the color blue can appear. I have no way to verify I am correct, but I also have an incredible memory so I am sure they are more right than not. I was a really sensy kid. I loved colors and textures. I couldn’t ever see more than a foot in front of me but yeah. I loved colors and I love those collidascopes. And stuff like that.

It’s a sort of green gray cloud with greenish blue neon purple swirls and a yellow almost white that occasionally swims through my field of vision, so to speak. Oh and the whole thing is a little bit flickery isn’t the right word but not entirely unlike old school TV snow.

has to be black

Have you tried closing your eyes? Just a thought.