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Full History - 2019 - 02 - 24 - ID#au5xdm
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I dont like to look at people directly (self.Blind)
submitted by NeonPuppyPaw
My eyes twitch all the time.on thier own. They are also a grey blue color something green, not common and ive had many peoole ask what was wrong with them. If you cant see why are you doing game livestreams or makeup videos. I CAN see its just harder than normal.and may take me longer but i get it done. But thier teasing and hurtful words make me want to give up my game plays and makeup unboxings. If its not the eyes its yhe voice or the thin hair. People are so mean for no rrason.
GoBlindOrGoHome 13 points 4y ago
People talk online as if they're talking about you, not to you. Don't let negativity discourage you. Find ways to feel comfortable with yourself and always do what you love.
NeonPuppyPaw [OP] 5 points 4y ago
Thank you. I get nervous a lot.
GoBlindOrGoHome 4 points 4y ago
Most of us do, no matter our ability or appearance. You're braver than most for putting yourself out there! I doubt the people speaking negatively produce content or show their faces.
NeonPuppyPaw [OP] 3 points 4y ago
I just dont know why people.cant be nice. I do my channel so that i am.not so lonely and bored since i live alone. Why do people think thats such a terrible thing?
GoBlindOrGoHome 3 points 4y ago
They probably don't think it's a terrible thing. There are people on the internet who are negative just in hopes of you reacting dramatically. They don't have an awesome outlet that they can turn to like you do, they just waste their time being bullies!
Laser_Lens_4 2 points 4y ago
It's very easy to be an asshole when you have the illusion of anonymity.
jrs12 3 points 4y ago
YouTube is the WORST for people saying awful and terrible things. Just scroll right past them. I have a student who wants to be a YouTuber and I try to prepare her for the meanness. You have to be quite comfortable with yourself in order to be on that platform. Don't respond. Don't let it affect you. The mean people aren't worth your time.
NeonPuppyPaw [OP] 1 points 4y ago
Haha first time i was on live with my bestie i got called bald (severely anemic) and id be better working a pole. Oy..people.
B-dub31 3 points 4y ago
I think it's awesome that you're not letting your visual impairment stop you from doing what you enjoy. I'm legally blind also and have played video games pretty much my whole life, but not much any more because it's so hard on my eyes. I noticed that you've got a playthrough of FF IX posted, so I subbed and will check that out when I have more time. I loved all of the early FF games (1-9 except 8, plus Tactics, Mystic Quest, the Gameboy ones) but haven't played any of them except IV since they were originally released.
NeonPuppyPaw [OP] 1 points 4y ago
Yea that one i juat aorta stopped with for now. Ill go back tp it but i have so mamy games lol. Nothing else to do all alone at home.
hariztek 3 points 4y ago
If people say negative things let them it doesnt matter if you like it do it
I am also a youtuber though tech is my genre so I don't need to look at camera but filimg is hard my hands shake cause they are all out and I got a lot a comments like "you on drugs your hands shake blah blah blah" I just ignore em u need to learn how to deal with hate when your online and live or on YouTube cause not everyone understands, keep creating cheers.
DRHOY 2 points 4y ago


\> I dont like to look at people directly

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You can choose to exert control in and of uncomfortable situations.

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\> My eyes twitch all the time.on thier own.

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You have nystagmus. Law enforcement may confuse it for intoxication but not disclose their reasoning, so you ought to become familiar with the term in case it is necessary or useful.

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$1

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\> They are also a grey blue color something green, not common and ive had many peoole ask what was wrong with them.

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I just watched your unboxing of a IPSY glam-bag. Your eyes are pleasant, and not off-putting.

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\> If you cant see why are you doing game livestreams or makeup videos.

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Your expressions of ability and interest are valuable to absolutely everyone.

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\> I CAN see its just harder than normal.and may take me longer but i get it done.

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Gaming experiences of people with disabilities cannot be improved without exposure to how they perform and adapt. Video games and accessories are being developed from inclusive perspectives, and video game culture is evolving towards that fun. You - and people like you - are an important part of that.

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\> But thier teasing and hurtful words make me want to give up my game plays and makeup unboxings.

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There are far more people that appreciate you than have been inconsiderate.

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\> If its not the eyes its yhe voice or the thin hair.

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You may find a treatment for nystagmus. Your voice sounds like someone who has either been abused, sheltered, or both, but everyone would rather hear it than not. If you want more voluptuous curls then the easiest route is to rock wigs. If not, don't.

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\> People are so mean for no rrason.

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People are inconsiderate of personal feelings on the internet. Reddit says soccer mom things like "remember the person" to remind people not to be rude. Remember that people aren't mean for no reason - people are mean because they are weak, selfish, and pathetic.

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NeonPuppyPaw [OP] 1 points 4y ago
What a wonderful thought out responce. Thank you so much. I knew it was nistagnis and i know my optic nerves are not connected right. My voice is just..my voice lol its always been gentle and soft. And the hair thing is because i have severe anemia. I have to cut it shorter next month and maybe find a nice silver/lavender wig =) i jist worry about a lot of things! Haha.
randylove69 2 points 4y ago
Love how positive & supportive this sub is. Defo need this some days. Cheers every & keep it up!
NeonPuppyPaw [OP] 2 points 4y ago
Right. Some days can be very down but even a few kimd words can brighten a day.
Lissarer7 1 points 4y ago
This broke my heart :( please don't stop your videos
NeonPuppyPaw [OP] 1 points 4y ago
Thank you. I am not going to. I may never "male.it big" i may get hate but its what i like.to.do.and.it helps me stave off the boredom and desire to drink.
multi-instrumental 1 points 4y ago
Just keep on truckin'.

You need to develop confidence! People making such comments are often doing so to cover up their own flaws.

What's wrong with your voice?
NeonPuppyPaw [OP] 1 points 4y ago
My voice nothing really.. Its soft and gentle but i have an odd accent
multi-instrumental 1 points 4y ago
Isn't there a pretty big YouTuber with over 87 million viewers with a pretty odd accent? lol
NeonPuppyPaw [OP] 1 points 4y ago
Lol could be.=P
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