I feel like I can’t positively contribute to society anymore. My vision gets worse every day. I have Stargardt’s. I can’t live like this.
Superfreq25 points3y ago
You don't need to have vision to positively contribute to society. You know that's a ridiculous fallacy just from a logical point of view. Depression is a hell of a drug, I know where your coming from though, I have the same thoughts at times as well. I just have to remember that A. Society chose to help us with rehab programs and funding for a reason, and if I could see just fine and knew nothing about the disabled I'd be all for that as well anyway, B. Doing anything positive is more than most people expect of you, so no matter how small it is you are still exceeding expectations, and C. You are your own harshest judge and depression makes you think in stupid, emotional ways that aren't based in objective reality, where as even another, more experienced blind outsider (as shown by this subreddit) would empathize with your struggles, having gone through them as well.
I feel very lucky that I was born blind and didn't have to deal with it later in life, you people are seriously fucking impressive to me, even at your lowest self image.
bradley221 points3y ago
I agree. It’s very impressive that people deel with this stuff.
I was born n blind too.
KillerLag3 points3y ago
Sorry to hear that. It is hard to get a grip on vision loss. Have you seen someone to start rehabilitation skills? You can re-learn the skills you need to contribute again. It does take time to learn, and it may not be easy, but it is possible.
kaarloss2 points3y ago
Sorry to hear that buddy.
Been in that particular depression hole after sight loss. Remember though you aren’t alone and you can get through this!
Getting a guide dog changed my life. I was suddenly far more active for obvious reasons. In a year I lost 7 stone (44.5 kg) and now I’m starting hill walking for enjoyment. Plus the whole looking after a dog really gives you a focus and a routine
The endorphins and sense of independence make for quite the mood lifter.
It might not be the right solution for you but I can say from my experiences it certainly could be worth some thought
:)
bradley222 points3y ago
You could try volunteering, or writing on forums, things like that
As others have said, getting help would be a good if you can.
BlueRock9562 points3y ago
Hi, depression is a deep hole from which people have a difficult time coming out of. I too hope that you find rehabilitation training so that you may adapt to your situation and contribute to society. Ask questions here, as many people have the same questions, and many of us have found answers you are looking for through our own experiences,,.
grinchnight141 points3y ago
I just can't picture how scary losing your site when you used to have it would be.
I was born blind so I'm pretty used to it, but fuck, I can't begin to think of how tairifying it must have been to lose a sence you had for years.
pokersnek1 points3y ago
Depression sucks so bad. I feel you there. I hope you can find a way to cope. I have meds for mine. It’s not perfect, but it takes the edge off.
Bachelor-pad-721 points3y ago
I know someone who had that, I’m blind to, let me know if you want to talk
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