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Full History - 2020 - 04 - 06 - ID#fvsl6t
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I'm new to Reddit...be gentle. (self.Blind)
submitted by Nedskee
Hi all, my name is Ted Tahquechi and I'm almost totally blind. I do a lot of public speaking on low vision and blindness and have been asked on numerous occasions to check out the r/blind community here on Reddit, so here I am. I have lurked for a few weeks and this seems like a very helpful and welcoming community.

A little about me:

I worked in the videogame industry for a million years before a car accident left me with 5% low functioning vision in one and nothing in the other. I worked for Atari, Accolade and Mattel Toys and probably made some games you or someone in your family know, just google me lol. After the accident, I went back to school and finished degrees in fine art photography and studio art photography. My work can be seen at $1 if you are interested. I have a guide dog, she is a black lab and her name is Fauna. We do a lot of traveling (when we aren't locked down from this virus) and document our wanderings at $1 which is my website with destination reviews and travel tips for the blind and visually impaired.

It took me quite a few years after losing my sight to get back on track. I was very stubborn and refused to use my cane literally stumbling through life. I used a cane for 18 years and my wife finally convinced (maybe ordered?) me to apply for a guide dog. She has changed my life and made me so much more independent than I could have ever imagined. I'd love to hear some of your stories and hope you take the time to introduce yourself in this thread!

Now, as a newbie to Reddit, is the u/Nedskee like a profile? do I need to post who I am in there or something? I am looking for some guidance there.

Thanks for letting me introduce myself and I look forward to talking with you.
pokersnek 11 points 3y ago
In general, people like to keep their real name off reddit unless you have a reason to be public about it. Like, you want people to check out your work, that’s cool. I work in education, so I don’t want any of my interests or hobbies to get me fired or something like that. I will give some vague info out, especially on r/blind that I am an O&M specialist, and not blind myself. But I won’t give out much more than that. It’s a privacy thing.

u/ whatever you chose is now your profile.

Welcome, and nice to meet you.
Nedskee [OP] 3 points 3y ago
Thanks for the insight. I decided a long time ago that I would never post anything or be part of anything online that I would later regret, so having my true identity out there isn't an issue for me. I have had so much media coverage on my work that I have learned to deal with trolls etc. We shall see how Reddit goes. It is very nice to meet you as well!
B-dub31 3 points 3y ago
Welcome Ted. I’m a lifelong gamer, so I checked out your credits. Tempest 2000 is a fantastic game! I don’t really game as much since my vision loss, but I definitely appreciate the work and the art that goes into making them. I think you will find this sub to be a supportive place and thee are a lot of creative and inspiring folks here.
Nedskee [OP] 3 points 3y ago
Awesome!, yes the people here do seem very nice. Yes, Tempest 2000 was a ton of fun I did the sounds effects and all the voice over work for that. I'm the guy and my wife is the sexy girl in that game. I have been doing Foley and voice work since the 80's it is a lot of fun. Thank you for the warm welcome!
B-dub31 3 points 3y ago
That is really cool. The music and sound is what made Tempest 2000 such a great game. Your photography looks very interesting as well. You saying that seeing photos reveals the details that you miss due to your low vision really hits home for me. My wife dabbles in amateur photography but she is more about the framing of a shot and using auto mode than using the controls of her camera to improve her pictures. I have no eye for photography, but have enjoyed learning how things like exposure and shutter speed affect pictures. Do you rely on your photography experience prior to your vision loss to help you sort of know how your end product is going to turn out based on your camera settings? I can imagine the sense of accomplishment about your work, but can also see how it might be frustrating knowing “I could’ve adjusted this more if I could’ve seen it better before shooting.”
Nedskee [OP] 1 points 3y ago
I honestly don't think I rely very much on my previous experience shooting with my current work. I started in the 80's in college shooting black and white, but for me that was really just a class I needed for my degree. After the accident I picked up the camera to take shots of family gatherings and that sort of thing. I was really missing out of the kids blowing out candles on birthday cakes and the camera gave me an avenue to take the shot (or at least try to) and see it later on the computer screen zoomed way in. This led me to doing more art type stuff and led me back to school. It was a long frustrating road to finish the two degrees in photography and now I use my images to raise funds for Guide Dogs for the Blind and Lighthouse for the Blind. Both of those organizations have done so much for me and I'm working very hard to give what I can back.

I get frustrated over lack of vision every day in many things including my photography. I started a project called Landscapes of the Body when I was in school, I wanted to photograph people but I could not see their faces so I started shooting body parts in abstract form. I never intended this body of work to be shown to anyone until 2017 when I was in a gallery and got to know the curator. Six months later the work was exhibited in the gallery in a solo show and since then has been all over the internet, magazines and news. I was terrified that my work wasn't good enough because it was what I saw, and I figured who would ever be interested in how I saw the world. Boy, was I wrong lol. That works is now doing a six month exhibition at the Lighthouse for the Blind Gallery in San Francisco - crazy times. You can see the work at $1 the interest in that project has been so much fun.

As far as the sound for Tempest, I'm jazzed that you like it. I dragged my poor wife into doing so much voice work for the games we were all doing at the time. She has become quite the celebrity in the retro games community and still does some voice stuff. Working at Atari in those days was so much fun. I had about 10 titles I was working on at one time and I was not only doing the project management for them I was also doing sound and music for most as well. I didn't sleep much lol.
guitarandbooks 2 points 3y ago
Nice to meet you and you have an interesting background!

I was a big time gamer until I lost my sight at the age of 14. I have found audio games quite disappointing when compared to what sighted people get to play.

I am a multi instrumentalist who ended up going to college where I obtained a BA degree in music with a concentration in studio production. I would love to write music for video games someday and film for that matter but that's probably not very realistic.

That's great that you decided to start using your cane and that you eventually got a guide dog. I didn't get my dog for quite a few years after losing my sight and they really are fantastic!
Nedskee [OP] 1 points 3y ago
I did sound effect and music for most of the games I worked on. I used to love the Foley work. Getting into games with a big company is pretty tough unless you know people, so that means indie games. I'd say if you are still interested in the games route I would do it. As for audio games, I agree, most are disappointing, and I think that is mainly because of mediocre stories and sound design. If you are making a game without any graphics, it needs to stand on its own in another department, in this case audio. I would not mind taking a stab at an audio game someday. I really thing it could be a compelling genre if it was done right. Nice to meet you!
Envrin 2 points 3y ago
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Nice to meet you Ted, and welcome to Reddit. I'm pretty much like you, except I use the psudoname of Matt Dizak online instead of my full legal name, but freely hand out my name to people. Wouldn't worry about it much, and I actually view it as a good thing, because it helps ensure you can't be too much of an asshole online, because if you are there'll end up being a bunch of nasty Google search results about you, lol.

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As for stories, I went blind myself about 3.5 years ago. Was living in NE Thailand at the time, simply fell in my backyard one way while rushing to get out of the rain, and hit my head in the wrong spot. Caused lesions in my right optic nerve, and from there the blood slowly leaked from behind my eyes through the lesions.

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Despite arguments from the family, I refused to leave Thailand upon going blind, and I'm still very glad I made that decision. SE Asia is a much more communal society, and going blind is terrifying. Without question, this whole going blind thing was 1000 times easier on me due to the support from my community in Asia versus the isolated nature of Canadian society in Canada. Took me about 4 months to be confident in being blind.

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Never had a guide dog, but did have two dogs of 7 years who I loved like my own children, and was separated from. Long story, but got banged up at the Thailand / Laos border, dogs were in the pickup, I got deported back to Canada due to a VISA issue, and yeah.... enough said.

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Spent two years developing Apex at $1, an open source software platform. Very, very, very happy to say that just this morning I finally got my first corporate sponsor, being Digital Ocean ($1), which is a huge amount of validation for me considering how hard I've worked on Apex. If I can get the thumbs up from Digital Ocean like this, then I know I'm doing something right, as Digital Ocean is huge. They're global with data centers all over the world, so getting the thumbs up from them today was really cool.

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I don't know, but there's my story. Welcome to Reddit again!
Nedskee [OP] 1 points 3y ago
It is very nice to meet you and congratulations on your accomplishment! It seems like you made the transition from sighted to blind faster than a lot I have met. As for the pseudonym stuff yep it is easy to find out about me online. I figure there is no reason to hide lol.
devinprater 2 points 3y ago
Nice to meet you too, and I hope you enjoy it here.

As a game developer, what do you think of emulation? Particularly, what do you think of emulation being used to increase accessibility of older video games?
Nedskee [OP] 3 points 3y ago
As someone who worked 120 hours a week making games, my official line on emulation should be it is terrible and takes money from the companies that make the games. In reality, emulation gives people access to older games that would have been lost forever. Sure, companies like Nintendo are bringing back the old game systems, but before that the only way you could play those games was through emulation. In terms of accessibility, I love that you can play games that were designed for smaller screens like the game boy on a larger screen. I don't have the visual acuity to play games any more but those that have enough vision that can't see a game boy size screen deserve the right to play the content. I miss playing games a lot. I miss being able to play all the coolest new games on the new consoles.
devinprater 2 points 3y ago
Thanks. I'm totally blind, but play some fighting games, reading the in-game text, like menus, through text recognition built into some screen readers now.
Prefect316 2 points 3y ago
Great to meet you. Your story definitely resonates with me. I am definitely going to bookmark your blog. I love traveling and love trading tips.

I'm not a photo guy but my passion is in copywriting. I have worked with a lot of photographers but really love your emphasis. Would love to collaborate on something soon. That would be so fun.
Nedskee [OP] 1 points 3y ago
That would be fun, just let me know. Feel free to DM me here or chat if I am on 8-)
UltimateAtrophy 2 points 3y ago
What made you start using a cane? I have a father in law who became blind late in life. He can see some shadows and still attempts to use his eyes as much as he can. He refuses to use his cane as a feeler and more like a walking stick.

After 4 years of having low vision I think he is still in the denial phase. Anything that got you over that hump or was it just time?

Thanks!
Nedskee [OP] 2 points 3y ago
I can remember the moment I decided to start using a cane vividly. I was walking across a street (without my cane because I "didn't need it") and got clipped by a car I didn't see. It spun me around and I had a bruise from the side mirror, but I realized that I could not see the license plate in case I had been injured more.

I worked in the games industry and had a ton of people under me. I was proud and stubborn. I had myself convinced that if I started using my cane (or got a guide dog) that it meant I was helpless and useless. It took me a long time, and I don't think that anyone could have convinced me to take the path I have taken any faster than I did. I can only speak from my personal experience but it is something you just need to work through and come to terms with. Be supportive of your father in law, and offer to help him discover a new path or direction in life. I'm all in on helping others after a lifetime in the games industry. I would have never expected that I would be going down this path but it makes me feel good to be able to make a positive difference in other's lives. Feel free to have your father in law DM me here or anywhere on my social media. I'm happy to tell him my experiences and offer any help. It is a tough road to walk and I would be happy to be a source of guidance for him!
UltimateAtrophy 2 points 3y ago
Thanks for the offer! He gets really defensive when I suggest things to him. I really have no idea what he's experiencing, but as my nature as a consultant/tinkerer it's in my nature to help or fix something.

I am glad that you found your strength and have learned some skills to get around. One of his strength/weakness is that he loves to tinker with his computer. He's not a native English speaker so voice recognition didn't come so easily. Voice recognition sounded like a great solution with Alexa. But using Alexa to play classical music was difficult. It turns out the names of the classical songs were very cryptic and he didn't know them by their official names.

He's not on Reddit, but I'll see if he is up for some form of communication.

Stay safe and healthy!
ganonderpderp 2 points 3y ago
Wait, did you playtest doom??
Nedskee [OP] 1 points 3y ago
I played it and offered some suggestions. I was a big DOOM fan. I was a product manager at the time so it is possible I might have a tester credit on that one. I would have to look lol.
Autumnwood 2 points 3y ago
Hi and welcome! I think your profile just has information about how long you've been a user, etc. Also people can click on your name and then send you private messages from your profile.

Thanks for all your contributions to the gaming industry. It sounds like you are still contributing creatively in many ways.

Aren't you glad your wife bossed you around haha so you can get your lovely guide dog? Women sometimes have really good ideas. 😂

Happy day to you and stay safe and well.
Nedskee [OP] 2 points 3y ago
Yes, I am very happy she finally wore me down about the guide dog. I resisted for so long thinking that someone else would make better use of a guide than I would. Now that I have her we travel everywhere (well not much since the beginning of the year obviously.) I find it fascinating just how many people have fraudulent service animals out there. I honestly feel sorry for those working in the travel and hospitality industry as they have to deal with nasty little biting dogs that people just can't bear to leave at home. As far as women having good ideas I completely agree, the problem is that I am usually too stubborn to listen to people when they make sense lol.
Autumnwood 2 points 3y ago
Lol that made me laugh! I think we all get like that from time to time.
TheBlindBookLover 2 points 3y ago
Welcome! What guide dog school did you go to? Would you be willing to share your experience?
Nedskee [OP] 1 points 3y ago
I did a ton of research before I settled on Guide Dogs for the Blind. I wasn't in a big hurry to get my guide, so the nine month wait time wasn't too big of a deal for me. The interview process took about six hours and I had to go through a standard physical and make sure my vaccines were all up to date, otherwise it was just a matter of waiting. You basically wait until there is a class spot for you and there is a dog ready that will be a good match for your stride and activity level. The actual class process was two weeks. They flew me out and met me at the baggage claim, drove me to the campus in San Rafael California fed me like a king and set me up with a wonderfully trained guide named Fauna. I could not be happier with the guide I ended up with, I would say the only negative I have is that I waited for so many years to start the process of getting a guide dog. I highly recommend Guide Dogs for the Blind, they are amazing and their support for their alum can't be beat.
TheBlindBookLover 2 points 3y ago
Thanks! Can you describe what happened during your interview?
CosmicBunny97 2 points 3y ago
Hey, nice to meet you :) We’re a very welcoming community here. Unfortunately I can’t answer your question, but I’lol have to check out your travel blog as I like to travel myself. How did you get into public speaking?
Nedskee [OP] 2 points 3y ago
Before I started in the games industry I finished a degree in communications and was a DJ for a local rock station. When I was in the games industry I has a million and one presentations both big and small about the games I was making so I became comfortable speaking in front of people. If you are interested in speaking, I recommend Toastmasters they have local chapters just about everywhere. Their link is $1

It is very nice to meet you!
CosmicBunny97 2 points 3y ago
That's pretty awesome. I'd love to be a radio DJ. Not studying communications though and radio is probably dying haha.
I'll have to check out Toastmasters! I did a public speaking thing for a bit in high school, but none of us took it seriously.
Nedskee [OP] 1 points 3y ago
I agree, radio is a dying media just like print. When I was a DJ, there was nothing like spotify or pandora. These days you can listen to whatever you want anytime and there is the added bonus of crowd sourced playlists so you can discover new music like that. The only time people really listen to the radio is when they are in the car on the way to work.

Public speaking was terrifying for me at first. Not being able to read notes on the content I was speaking on meant I needed to work extra hard to memorize my entire script backwards and forwards. It takes time and courage to get up there the first time. Be aware that you will mess up and that you will likely go over the speech in your mind afterward a million times thinking of how it could have been better. Take the plunge, make mistakes and learn from them, that is what I did.
Nedskee [OP] 1 points 3y ago
After you get a chance to visit Blind Travels, I would love to hear your thoughts. Let me know if you found the reviews and information useful! Thanks!
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