3 hours ago I was diagnosed with Macular Degeneration. I'm 26.(self.Blind)
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Clunny3 points2y ago
First of all, let yourself grieve and know that you will be ok. I have a condition similar to MD but from my understanding you'll always have partial vision and will never go 100% blind. I've known about my condition since a very young age so I never had to find out later in life. Sorry about your diagnosis.
[deleted] [OP]1 points2y ago
I must keep recognizing faces and items, and be able to read. These are my priorities in life. I can't let this happen... I've read a lot that a successful treatment can slow it down by a lot or even stop it?
Clunny2 points2y ago
IDK anything about MD treatments but if you try to fight or don't come to terms with your condition its only going to feel worse. There are millions of people who are happy in life and are unable to read for many reasons. Why is it a priority for you to be able to read? Sounds like you're setting yourself up for disappointment.
[deleted] [OP]1 points2y ago
I want to chat with people, with my friends. Read articles, books, I want to study.
doodoobrown5302 points2y ago
All of those things can be accomplished without vision, but it seems as though there are treatments for your condition. While it is definitely scary to hear it is not the end of life as you know it. I’d suggest that you post your diagnosis to r/optometry to gather more information about your condition.
CosmicBunny971 points2y ago
You can still do those things though. Sure, it’s gonna be different, but you can still talk to people and read and watch movies.
CloudyBeep1 points2y ago
Totally blind people can do all those things. If you're really concerned, learn braille or how to use assistive technology.
Lyssa2212012 points2y ago
First off, I would like to say that I am sorry about your diagnosis. I was born with my condition, so I won't even try to say that I know what you are going through. What I can say is that there are tons of things that can be accomplished without sight. Books can be listened to, movies have audio descriptions, art can be made tactile so you can feel it. Take a moment and breathe. Your life is not over. It will change, hopefully not too much, but it will change. Once you get your second opinion, try to reach out to see what resources you have near you. See if you can find a support group of people who know what you are going through and can be there to guide you through it. As others have said, get cane training now. It will save you a lot of time and trouble later. Try not to stress too much and enjoy doing what you love. I sincerely hope that your treatment helps to slow or stop the progression. Best of luck and hang in there. It will be all right.
[deleted] [OP]2 points2y ago
I'm sorry but its not going to work in my case. If I lose vision my life stops and ceases to exist. Its difficult to explain everything. I'm terrified. If I can just keep my vision for 6 or 7 more years ill graduate and find a job. I'll make the most of it
Lyssa2212012 points2y ago
What is it that you want to do, may I ask? I'm in college right now, so I might be able to give you some tips or pointers on how you can get and use assistive tech if you need it.
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[deleted] [OP]1 points2y ago
I really hope its similar in my case. I must keep my vision somewhat sharp for about 6 to 7 years and graduate school and quickly find a job. After that I will still do everything to remain healthy but the 7 years are the most important of my life. I will go with the best treatment they offer me.
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How is your vision?
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TeamRedwine2 points2y ago
Get your second opinion, get treatment, try not to worry.
Know this as well. If you lose your vision, life is not over. Being blind is inconvenient and frustrating, like other characteristics (i.e. being short or left handed) With the right training, tools, and supports your life will still be a good and meaningful one.
Take care of yourself.
[deleted] [OP]1 points2y ago
I would rather not have limbs, hearing, taste, smelling or sense of touch than lose my seeing. I'm sorry, this is my worst nightmare come true. And out of nowhere.
CloudyBeep1 points2y ago
I think you should read some of these stories, and maybe also try to see a therapist: https://www.nfb.org/images/nfb/publications/books/kernel1/kernels.htm
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CosmicBunny971 points2y ago
Am short, never had 20/20 vision and never want it.
imasequoia1 points2y ago
What tests did they do to confirm? They need to do at least OCT and Flourescein angiography. Have you seen a retinal specialist? A general ophthalmologist knows a lot but the retinal specialist focuses on retinal conditions and would recommend you see one for your second opinion.
Also i just looked up those codes and they are unspecified disorder of the choroid and retina (not macular degeneration which is h35.30). Your symptoms sound like a stress induced condition that has a good prognosis. Also i cant read korean. What does that say?
[deleted] [OP]1 points2y ago
I was diagnosed with Choroidal Neovascularization today
imasequoia1 points2y ago
Ah well there is anti-veg f therapy for that. Once they "dry" it up i would think your vision should get better.
[deleted] [OP]1 points2y ago
It says just that, unspecified disorders. But in person he told me it was Macular Degeneration. He also showed me something he called a yellow neoplasm on the monitor. It was like within/under some layer.
They did two tests in that clinic. First was like looking at a painting that becomes blurry. Second was looking at a green X made out of green squares as a red line passes through it.
There's a retina photo, a black and white photo that looks like a surface (where he pointed out the neoplasm), and also those green/blue images that says Thickness. For each eye. Also under the Thickness there's a SuperPixel-600 with some greyed imaged.
Can you tell me more about this? And why did he tell me it was Macular Degeneration but wrote codes for unspecified retina and choroid?
eosha1 points2y ago
I got a similar diagnosis yesterday, but I was told by the retina specialist that at my age (mid 30s) it was quite unlikely to be age-related MD and was almost certainly one of a number of genetic conditions that have the same appearance. He referred me to a specialist clinic for genetic retinal diseases.
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I'm located in Korea. With modern treatment, how long do you think I will be able to keep a very good vision? My vision is very sharp right now, apart from the tiny spot in my left eye that causes lines to appeal wavy.
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[deleted] [OP]1 points2y ago
My biggest hope is to hold it off until stem cells can treat it. Thank you for encouraging me. My first thought was to commit suicide once I can no longer see faces. And it still lingers on. I can't put into words how terrified I feel and how angry at the world. My vision is still sharp right now so it hasn't even fully set in. I'm scared
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