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Full History - 2020 - 10 - 29 - ID#jkc395
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Vision loss and the unknown... (self.Blind)
submitted by fjakacrossing
My (22 F) story so far is pretty short - last year I had my first eye exam and got glasses for the tiniest bit of farsightedness. This past Monday I came back for my check-up expecting a new prescription and to get to pick some new frames. What I got instead was a referral to a retina specialist for "macular changes"...the optometrist tried to be very vague and it could be anything-ish, but typed "unspecified macular degeneration" in his computer...and the pictures of my retinas that he showed me looked grim to say the least. He told me my vision had dropped to around 20/40 and, by his measures, wasn't going to be correctable with glasses.

I see the retina specialist in a week, and I'm pretty nervous. I've done enough reading to know what kinds of tests I can probably look forward too, but the unknown is really getting to me. Assuming it is, in fact, macular degeneration of some sort, and assuming it's going to progress, as MD usually does, what do I do? At what point does it make sense to start, say, seeking low vision training - when I find out, or when my acuity worsens? I know it's very, very hypothetical and I might not end up needing to worry about any of it (besides my existing macular damage, which is minimal enough at the moment), but I guess I'm hoping that having a vague sense of what may be to come will help me chill out a bit.

Thanks in advance, everyone. I've been scrolling here a bit and can already tell you all rock.
Clunny 3 points 2y ago
I'm 23 and have a condition that is somewhat similar to MD. I know the feeling you're experiencing. Even if it is MD, trust that you can still live a happy fulfilling life and this by no means is the end of your story. You likely have many years left of decent vision so take advantage of them. It can be very lonely to constantly advocate for yourself and explain to people you have some vision but still need assistance. Personally, finding this subreddit and hearing other people's stories has been very therapeutic for me and helped fight that lonesomeness.
fjakacrossing [OP] 1 points 2y ago
Thank you so much for sharing...you made me tear up a bit!
bitcoin_burger 2 points 2y ago
Thats scary, does this mean you will be fully blind or just blurred?
fjakacrossing [OP] 1 points 2y ago
I don't know yet! That's the worst part ATM, really – the little "smudge" of a blind spot I've formed is probably not correctable, but whether it'll grow at all or what that would mean is completely unknown for me until I get more tests.
bitcoin_burger 2 points 2y ago
Best of luck on it. Do your self a favor and try not to stress about it. Stress only makes things worse
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