Over the last few years I've been losing more and more vision. My ability to see color and light is unaffected its just everything is becoming incredibly blurry to the point of nearing legal blindness. I've gotten use to it and adjusted to it. I've now ended up with doctors that are finally able to help restore my vision. (vision loss is mainly due to muscular issues) The problem is being able to see relatively normally is overwhelming. It's like just a massive additional amount of sensory information I'm not use to experiencing anymore. And being able to see gives me the worse headaches trying to process it all. Has anyone dealt with something similar? I have no idea how to adjust back to being able to to see normally.
To be clear I'm grateful for the chance to regain my vision, I don't take that for granted. I just don't know how to adjust to it.
macadamia_owl5 points2y ago
I know what you're experiencing, I've been trough it few times. It's like you've been living in very quiet apartment for years and suddenly 5 hyperactive kids moves in screaming all day with parents who don't care how they behave and they ruin everything. It's like music on headphones with overturned equalizer on max settings and naxed bass settings you can't take them off. I had this after cataract surgery, after hypotony, after other some multiple surgeries complications that passed away before i saw light movement afterwards I could see 2 lines off exe chart from 1 meter, before only few colors and all in ugly yellow dark tint after all colors vibrant oversaturated! It was overwhelming, i could see my hands again, i had to learn what chores i bought last year's because I learned all the colors false.
It was hard for me to identify objects that I see I had to touch them first, i had to learn to identify them by seeing them: i saw an apple or a cup clearly but i didn't recognized them at all, I had to touch it first and say this is an apple or a cup etc. Or this color is black, orange, i hold a knife. When my brain and mind was overwhelmed because everything was oversaturated, contrast brightness was maxed up, too much objects informations and colors was p i taken breaks: i wore dark sunglasses to block colors, closed eyes, taken short nap, even eye patch and done stuff as blind again (yes sounds crazy but it was overwhelming seeing too much and seeing less or nothing was a break for my mind and muscular i tensed less i taken such breaks less and less with time as my mind adjusted). Brain and mind adjust to it after individually after some time and you won't be bothered by it anymore. It's like with new much stronger eye glass lenses it's tiresome at the beginning but after a while you will adjust. Connect sound, touch and vision in your day.
In my case my vision deteriorated after 2 years to old state it was great to see better my eye can't be operated due to COVID hospitals aren't doing ops unless you're bleeding. But mz exe doc says I really need it again despite the risks.
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AchooCashew4 points2y ago
That sounds so overwhelming and is something that I have definitely spent time thinking about in regards to my own situation. I imagine that people who can see everything around them *all the time* (peripheral vision) are seeing such a lot of everything: motion, colors, light, all of it so overwhelming compared to blindness.
I don't have any advice, but I don't think that feeling overwhelmed and having a difficult time adjusting to the changes makes you a bad or ungrateful person in the slightest.
Liquidcatz [OP]5 points2y ago
Thank you I appreciate this. It's almost like the world is just calmer and softer with decreased vision.
siriuslylupin62 points2y ago
Very fascinating. That’s also why I am not eager to see again or whatever it’s not possible with me but this is what yu know could and will happen it happened to. A person I know of she put on some esight glasses and could suddenly see really well. She was way over stimulated.
bradley222 points2y ago
Oh that’s so cool!
I was born blind and imagine this is a happy yet stressful time for you. Perhaps look at a thing then put on a blindfold for a break or something? I don’t really know, ask your doctor for advice.
Liquidcatz [OP]2 points2y ago
Yeah I had okay vision for my entire life until a few years ago and then it started gradually decreasing so I remember what it's like to see things and I never lost color or light vision so I feel like that significantly helps, if I had never been able to see or had less vision I'd be really freaked out. I've mostly just been avoiding the medication and glasses because it's just overwhelming and exhausting trying to learn to see again. Like I realize it's amazing. And I'm excited to be able to drive again for sure! But the adjustment process is just hard. And because my color/light vision never left its pretty easy to cope with it. Like I can see shapes well enough to do a lot of tasks unaffected, so it hard to find the motivation to adjust.
bradley221 points2y ago
What about playing videogames and seeing all the amazing graphics?
I think you should speak to your doctor.
Liquidcatz [OP]2 points2y ago
I'll definitely speak to my doctor.
I actually can't play video games. The muscles that move my eyes directionally don't work well either so anything that causes a lot of of movement of them like video games is either not doable because my eyes can't move well enough/fast enough to play or if I can it causes a ton of pain.
bradley221 points2y ago
Ah ok.
Tyeah, talking to your doctor will be good.
juswundern2 points2y ago
I don’t have any advice but this is interesting. What do you do when you’re feeling overwhelmed? Do you close your eyes?
Liquidcatz [OP]3 points2y ago
It's a combination of special glasses and medications that let me eyes work again so if I just take off the glasses my vision is minimal enough usually to still feel okay. If it isn't I lay down somewhere dark.
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