Hi! I had a corneal transplant done on my right eye back in 2017, and unfortunately, this past year it failed and had started to hurt a lot at random times. At worse it felt like a sharp stabbing pain, and more moderately it sometimes felt like something sharp slowly slicing into it. The former kind of pain only lasted for a few seconds, and the latter typically would last for a few minutes or up until an hour before going away for the day...only to catch me off guard some random time later. The longest I went was 3 days without any pain before it came back at full force.
My dad already took me to the eye doctors for the pain several times. One of my doctors suspected it was the stitches so some were taken out (The broken ones he was able to take out, he told us the others had to be done by the cornea specialist) and some eye drops were prescribed. The cornea specialist told us he didn't need to take the rest out because normally they wouldn't be felt, so they weren't the problem. He did end up taking another broken stitch out that had been left in my eye from a tube shunt surgery and switched the eye drop the other doctor had given us to a supposedly stronger one that isn't bad for my glaucoma and dilates my pupil as a side effect. I'm not sure if I remember correctly, but I think the drop is mainly a kind of anti-nflammatory. Whenever I use the drop, I'm never sure if the pain went away on it's own or if the drop just takes that long to kick in since it still aches for a while after it's applied. Part of me doesn't think it's helping because the pain doesn't feel like it's from inflammation irritation because it's more sharp rather than stingy.
Regardless, him taking out the broken stitch did help a little and now both types of pain are milder. But they still occur and still catch me off guard. For example: Two weeks ago I was sitting at my laptop during online classes and was immensely thankful I was muted and had my camera off because I had v loudly cussed when one of the stabbing pains happened.
Judging by the cornea doctor having given me the pain killer drop after getting rid of what was supposedly playing a part in causing the pain, he probably expected me to continue having to deal with it. It also kinda hurts/feels strange when I cry or tear up---which is frustrating since now not only am I dealing with whatever emotional woes have me crying in the first place, but physical pain too---this kinda pain almost feels like gently dabbing rubbing alchohol or lemon on a wound.
Sorry this is long, but how do I keep my mind off the pain? Especially when I'm trying to sleep?