Does anyone pull up visual or do visual recall frequently.(self.Blind)
submitted by siriuslylupin6
Does anyone simulate seeing like say if someone says green apple or blue bedsheet or a white piece of paper or a silvery screen. You pull up images of such things. I haven’t seen anything in 20 years or so but I still have a pretty good ability to do that, I went blind at about 8 and 28 now. I’ve been doing this for a long time always try to keep the memories of the colors and I think to this day I can still do it. I will frequently pull out images from my brain if something like this is said. Unfortunately I can’t see it. But in memory I can simulate seeing it. Like fake my eyes that I see it. It sometimes take effort but pretty sensory like that I wish I could be more sensory and actually see it. But yeah...
Anyone else like this. I can almost imagine myself seeing my room. Or my desk area.
Marconius3 points2y ago
I was hyper-visual and had a photographic memory before losing all my vision when I was 29, so I recall visual memories all the time. I can replay whole movies and shows in my head at a moments notice, and I tend to need a visual description of things just so I can visualize it in my head before interacting with something. Always curious about how people look, and I actually come up with my own color map of my surroundings. Like I tend to just have a feeling that a surface is a specific color to differentiate it from other things around me, and I'm always surprised when someone with vision tells me the actual color of the thing and it goes against the color that I've inadvertently assigned to it.
My mind also loves creating vivid detail based on audio description and filling in the blanks with movie and show scenes I've watched after going blind, and it's gotten to the point where I have a hard time remembering if I've actually physically seen a specific scene or not since I have such a detailed version of it in my memory, complete with color, effects, compositing and blocking, character expression and action, then I have a super wieerd feeling when I find out that it was all from something I saw after going blind. It's a bit of a trip, especially when discussing scenes in great detail with my partner or friends with vision and figuring out how much I got right with my own mental mapping of a scene versus the actual visuals.
AllHarlowsEve3 points2y ago
God that's relateable. I have a ton of people I know from after I went blind who I'm convinced I know what they look like, despite the fact that I have literally no way to know that.
munchhie3 points2y ago
I think this is a sign of creativity and of being a visual thinker. Maybe it might be a bit of synaeathesia too.
DrillInstructorJan2 points2y ago
Yes! Hell yes, and I recognise a lot of things that other people have said here.
I have been told that when I went blind some of the people I knew really well were told to keep talking about how the world looked on the basis that it helps to keep the memories alive. They did that and it was honestly torture, it was like being teased, I hated it. I had been very very visual, I was training to work in television camerawork, and being told what the world looked like was depressing. I have done the same thing with some of the people I mentor and they don't like it either, you have to be careful how you do it, but it has benefits long term.
The thing is it worked and just like you I have what feels like completely vivid memories of what things look like. I guess it's possible at this stage those memories are rusty and wrong but it doesn't feel like it, and as much as possible what's in my head seems to jive with the reality everyone else lives in. I was older so maybe it's easier to do that but it's not something I would ever want to lose.
siriuslylupin6 [OP]1 points2y ago
You’re probably right probably rusty and wrong but yeah... seems right enough and workable enough.
But interesting people did that regardless anyway and I didn’t care so I guess it helps and you talk to any visual person and they would use that language.
CosmicBunny972 points2y ago
I’m glad I’m not the only one who does this :P
siriuslylupin6 [OP]1 points2y ago
Hahaha! Nice!!!!!
AnElusiveDreamer1 points2y ago
Yes, I tend to do this when it’s something I can’t see or can’t see very well. I try to recall what it used to look like when I could see better.
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