The person that suggested I contact the person if my local blind Services thank you it might not go anywhere and if it doesn't I'm fine I'm not going to go any farther if he's not able to help me that's fine but I don't intend to actually look for another option I'll just use my slate and stylus and phone that way I only wanted to try because I started learning to write Braille with a braille writer and therefore figured it would be easier to continue to learn with a braille writer. My other reasoning is as I mentioned before, I usually type on a laptop keyboard so having a tactile fuel into my fingers would help me learn better. I just wanted to thank the people involved because that was nice of you guys to give me the suggestion and I'm grateful that this subreddit exists because I learned some things I didn't know and apparently that listing. Bought so it's no longer available I waited too long and plus, I can't bid higher than a certain percentage so, I basically missed out but that's okay. It was probably God's way of saying don't proceed any further don't try to look for this unless you want something to happen. It's not that I envy people that can't see and it's not that I want to not be able to see anything it's that I'm trying to, normally I'm not proactive about things I'd rather just react to it later but I also realized being that I have multiple disabilities because I also have autism and I'm deaf on one side if I went completely blind be able to function very well so I least want to learn some things that I can do beforehand so I won't be as stuck on a desert island, because if I were to go completely blind, no offense on anyone that is completely blind with this exact setup of being Stephen left ear and having autism I can't live alone I would never be able to do a completely blind I'd have to leave in a nursing home because I couldn't handle being a little I already have a hard time with dexterity using a knife and what not so I'd be screwed.

Also, I do apologize for this one on a tangent I have more to say than I expected, but mainly I was just trying to think the people that were helping me locate a good suggestion for a Perkins brailler they have refurbished phones for about 300 I'm not a cheapskate but I also know that since I still have some Vision I don't technically need it and therefore since I don't technically need it paying $300 or more is too expensive and the ones that are 199 usually have $60 or so shipping so when there's really expensive shipping like this, it makes it very much about the same price in there for too expensive because I still have some Vision in my right eye and therefore this would be considered an overly expensive frivolous purchase I don't need it's why I bought the slate and stylus to begin with because I wanted to learn to write Braille but couldn't do so with a brailler at home because it's too expensive and I was told I'm not allowed to buy one it's really expensive. So when I did find that other one I actually almost fought it, but I was going to the movies that weekend then my mom convinced me to wait and I did wait and because I waited I ended up losing out on that big being cheap but that's perfectly fine, because I don't technically need a brailler I don't have to learn how to write Braille right now I'm still learning how to read Braille at the moment I just want to be able to have access to one when I do get to the point where they say we will teach you how to write Braille if you're curious I'm using Hadley. Also, for those interested the Headley courses or wonderful it takes awhile for your instructor to get back to you but when they do it's great.