You must know something. In order to retain your vision you'd need to go see the doctor. Many times a lot of things can be done, but just because people delay the doctor visits, the disease progresses. The earlier it's caught usually better is the prognosis.

If there is a problem, pay attention to the solution instead of worrying about the problem. You can do it, because you must. Take a deep breath, and just allow them to take care of your vision.

Maybe this is the wrong form to ask on. Best advice don’t delay it anymore. But can’t help with PTSD

Can you see a different eye doctor? Some doctors have horrible bedside manners and are not the best for testing, while others are better.

It's definitely important to see an eye doctor to keep an eye on things. Especially if they are considering something like Lucentis, which can help for wet mac degen.