Although this sub has many competent and successful blind adults, I am pretty sure most, if not all of us, would not choose it as a lifestyle choice. I would strongly encourage you to talk to someone about your feelings on this matter before committing to something you can't undo.

Seek support, blinding yourself isn’t the answer to anything.

Please do not blind yourself.

If you are having a difficult time emotionally, please find someone you trust to talk to--in person if possible, or by phone or video call otherwise. Are you open to discussing this with someone? Even if it's a passing thought, please find someone to talk to.

If there's something you've seen that's disturbed you, please be aware that blinding yourself will **not** erase that memory. Seeing other things will help.