Being blind and poor- access to help (vent, sorta) (self.Blind)
submitted by Dry_Director_5320
My blindness is a tough subject. It stems from a brain condition, not my eyes themselves, and has effected almost all the women in my family, but me the worst. My mom is totally blind in one eye, while the photophobia and strain of using my eyes most days leaves me functionally day-blind all the time. This is not something that can be managed by sunglasses, believe me. Every aspect of my life is effected by what the strain of light on my eyes can do to me (triggering stroke-like symptoms being one of the scarier ones). But even with good health insurance, here in the USA it is just not feasible for me to go see a bunch of specialists and get more and more tests run to try and get some kind of help. I did that for years before a doctor finally even took me seriously, and by then my condition was so progressed there really was no turning back, just managing living with it as it gets worse. I can’t get any help. I can’t afford any additional tests (I’m splurging to try to get an MRI soon to make sure the sudden increase in episodes from my eyes aren’t like a brain tumor or something), and I can’t get a referral for O&M because it is a neurological issue. It hurts so bad so often, and my sight just gets more and more fragile, and I’m just raw dogging it. Figure out how to use a cane by myself, got a new job so I can work in very low light because getting any sort of professional support is so hard and I’m the main money-earner in my house, figure out how bad is too bad and what is acceptable before I even consider spending money on a doctor visit…
Do any of you have tips for managing low vision and all of the crap that comes with it while poor?