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Full History - 2022 - 05 - 12 - ID#uo6thh
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Has anyone had issues figuring out why you have vision loss? (self.Blind)
submitted by Ancient_Ad_5809
I've always had myopia, I started wearing glasses in kindergarten. But, as I got older they would tell me my vision should level out in my early to mid twenties, and that if it doesn't I'd likely go blind. I've lived with that for a while now. This past April, I got sudden blurriness in vision, and EXTREME light sensitivity. There's times where I have to wear my sunglasses in the house because it's like I'm looking at the sun. I have floaters, but I've already been checked for retinal detachment which I'm at risk for with my extreme myopia. My prescription went down 2 points in my right eye and one in my left, in a matter of a month and a half. Currently my prescription is -10.5 in the right and -9.5 in the left. My previous eye doctor never put it in records what they thought was the problem or why my vision was fading.

So, when I go to see my new eye doctor he says he has no idea what's going on and refers me out. The ophthalmologist I seen told me it was allergies. Dry eye. Even though, I don't deal with any issues with allergies. I had allergies when I was a kid and took shots for many years, and don't deal with seasonal allergies anymore. Yet they still think my loss in eyesight, blurred vision, and floaters are caused by allergies.

I'm aggravated to say the least because I'm trying to get training to help me when I do go blind. Yet I have to deal with losing my vision being told it's allergies. I'm going to take the medicine that they prescribed, but I'm honestly feeling defeated. It's like I'm losing my vision but no one is willing to say that. No one is willing to say on paper that this is not normal. I've even been told it looks like degenerative myopia, but nothing on paper for me to be able to turn in and get training.

Sorry for the rant but I am extremely upset and frustrated. I hope that none of you have dealt with similar issues, but I'm sure some have.
SoapyRiley 5 points 1y ago
Oh look! Someone else has a doc that thinks everything they can’t explain is caused by dry eye too. Glad to know I’m not alone but boy does it suck.
Ancient_Ad_5809 [OP] 2 points 1y ago
Damn I thought my case was a one off, didn't know it happened to several people. It's frustrating and honestly has me more worried than anything.
SoapyRiley 3 points 1y ago
It would probably worry me more if blindness didn’t run in my family. I know that’s my endgame so the rest is just fun visual effects. The main reason I’m even here is to plan ahead because until enough visual field is lost, they discount everything else as long as you can read the stupid eye chart in their office. So “I’m fine” since it’s just dry eye and a migraine and only 1/3 of my vision that’s gone. Nothing to worry about. Don’t need help (until the sun is out but never mind that because here in this windowless room you can read). Lots of sarcasm in those last lines.
Ancient_Ad_5809 [OP] 1 points 1y ago
I've accepted it, it'll end up happening unless I die beforehand. But I wished I could figure out if it's due to an underlying problem, so I can know if my kids are at risk for this also. I have four children, and three are autistic, so they're going to have enough challenges in their life, I'd hate to add blindness to that mix. Definitely makes me feel like it's my fault somehow lol.

I agree with you though, that's what it seems like. I'm sorry you're having to go through that, but you're definitely not alone in it.
BlueIr1ses 2 points 1y ago
Have you had an ERG? It may help the docs figure out the light sensitivity. Also, if you don't live near a major eye center, it may be helpful to travel to one where the docs have seen more unusual cases. I have Autoimmune Retinopathy, among other things, and it took years to diagnose.
Otherwise_Computer79 1 points 1y ago
What were your initial symptoms and how fast is ur vision deteriorating
BlueIr1ses 1 points 1y ago
So, my case is kind of atypical because my eyes are a structural mess (extreme myopia, displaced original lens, artificial lens sutured to iris, etc.), but my first symptoms were night blindness, blurred vision/pepper-like floaters, and light sensitivity. My acuity is 20/30 in perfect lighting right now. My doctor and I aren't really sure how much the autoimmune retinopathy is affecting my vision vs. the other stuff. Is the autoimmune retinopathy a side effect of the other stuff or part of my other autoimmune conditions? Who knows?!?! It's still a very new condition in the medical world. I was treated with an immunosuppressant, Rituxan, for a few years, but I decided to stop that during the pandemic. There are other treatments available (IVIG, steroids, other immunosuppressants) and some people stabilize on them, some don't. Diagnosis usually involves ruling out CAR (cancer associated retinopathy). The best type of specialist to see about this would be an ocular immunologist, usually they see patients with different types of uveitis.
Otherwise_Computer79 1 points 1y ago
Can I ask what does night blindness look like and did u develop a visual snow like disturbance
BlueIr1ses 1 points 1y ago
I first really noticed the declining night vision when I started having trouble driving in the dark. It's kind of hard to explain what it felt like at first, but eventually I had trouble delineating where the edges of the road were and where the opening of the cross streets were, if that makes sense. If I'm walking in the dark on a sidewalk, let's say, then I have trouble seeing where the sidewalk is or anything in the distance. I once spent an hour looking for something in the house that I swore I left on the kitchen counter. When I asked my husband to look, it was on the kitchen counter, but it was in the shadow of an upper corner cabinet and invisible to me. I would say my periodic blurriness/floaters are kind of like visual snow? But they come in flares for me.
cat_lady_emily 2 points 1y ago
I am not an expert, but have you started any new medications lately? Or might you be vitamin B12 deficient?
Ancient_Ad_5809 [OP] 1 points 1y ago
I'm not on any new medication, and I take vitamin supplements to help with anything I might be missing through my diet. The only thing that happened that has changed is I had surgery in March, and the initial diagnosis was that I was dealing with side effects of the anesthesia, but it just hasn't gone away. And then after a couple of weeks they said it can't be that, because it would have faded by now.
meeowth 2 points 1y ago
Some causes are just way more obvious then others, when optometrists and ophthalmologists look at my retina with the little flashlight they see a huge mass of black webbing which narrows things down quite a lot. If they don't see anything wrong with the retina then it is gonna be way harder to pin it down

I was actually able to get my optometrist to email me the jpegs of my retina so I could show it to other people and get their own opinion. Its worth a shot asking for those even if there's nothing wrong there just because its cool
Ancient_Ad_5809 [OP] 2 points 1y ago
That's actually a really freakin neat idea, thanks for that. You never know if someone else will be able to see something that someone else missed.
meeowth 1 points 1y ago
Yeah! I sent them to a researcher my brother knew and they came back with a possible diagnosis I hadn't heard of before, and when I told my opometrist they said, "That actually a pretty good possibility!"

I need genetic testing at this point to know for sure which it is
DeGeaSaves 2 points 1y ago
I have been blind in my right eye since birth. I see specialists once a month and they still can't tell me why I am blind in my right eye. All they can say is optic nerve damage, but there is none, then they say a tumor, but it's non cancerous. Then it became coats disease, now it's just an "abnormal cell mutation" ... lol I'll always be blind in the eye, but I'm dealing with degenerative loss at this point as I've lost almost all peripheral vision out of that eye. It's tough for sure and I still have one good eye. Could not imagine losing both and now knowing why.

My father had a stroke a couple years ago and lost vision in both his eyes and they docs cannot pinpoint why. Tough tough.
Ancient_Ad_5809 [OP] 2 points 1y ago
The not knowing is terrible. I don't have any family with vision problems, and my optometrist actually asked me if I was by chance adopted and I just don't know lol. My father developed glaucoma when he was in his forties, but that's all the vision problems in my whole family. It almost seems like they're scared to say it's one thing or another in case they're wrong. I'm not sure. But it's depressing to be losing my vision at a faster rate than normal and they don't seem to be able to help.
MaplePaws 2 points 1y ago
I relate so hard to this. I have always had mild near-sightedness, but not to the point of needing glasses though they did not even help because it turns out the off hand comment that my childhood optometrist made about my pupils fluctuating when they should be holding position was causing more problems than people seemed to realize. In fact it was not until years later when I moved and a new one took my case that we realized it was a thing, as he wrote it down and never told us. It came up because the new optometrist thought it odd that I had glasses, later I would find out the original optometrist was just a glasses pusher because of a kick back they get. Anyways, I dropped the glasses and started eye exercises to try and regain some of the worsened vision after needlessly wearing glasses. It ultimately did not work but the damage was not bad enough that I could not function at the time. No diagnosis was made at the time, it was just an oddity that was noted about me though much later like just over a decade from this time I would be diagnosed with Dysautonomia which would explain the pupils.

Nearly a decade down the line I started experiencing significant light sensitivity, like black out curtains for all the windows, lights off at all times and unable to open my eyes for more than a couple minutes at a time. I would be diagnosed with Dry Eye Syndrome and given drops which helped, but I remained unable to use my eyes even with sunglasses for long periods of time. Since then I have noted a distinct discomfort or pain when I move my one eye and in the same eye I suspect that I am now missing some peripheral vision, though I have not been able to get in to be seen because the government is doing the eyecare field dirty and as such there are protests going on that simply mean I have lost access to this essential service. Additionally I seem to have also developed large circles around light sources(street lights and car headlights are the worst for this) that prevent me from using about half my vision, and in regards to the cars the uneven response to light being added/removed means my stomach gets upset.

I am mildly functional, I have gotten to the point with the drops where I can get what I need done, and found doubling up on sunglasses has helped as well. But I am in the lucky position that despite my eyecare professionals being absolutely useless and claiming I have 20/20 vision, I had an independently trained service dog that I was using prior to the worst of this starting. So on my own I was able to teach her to do everything that a dog from one of the guide dog schools does. So even when I could not open my eyes, I could still get what I needed done because she really stepped up to the plate. But ultimately I have fallen through the cracks, all I want is to get the O&M training so that a situation like I am in right now, where my dog retired suddenly and my successor is still about 18+ months from being able to take on full guide work does not leave me stranded again. Mostly it is familiarity with my environment that has me covered but I am still ending up in dangerous situations because of useless doctors.
Ancient_Ad_5809 [OP] 1 points 1y ago
I'm actually taking some steroid eye drops now, and I'm supposed to go see the doctor again in a month to see how they look after. They always check my eyes after dilation, which irritates the hell of them anyways so all of it just seems odd to me... My biggest fear is that I'm losing my vision and something could have been done to slow or even prevent it. And nothing was done. It feels as if the answer isn't obvious, they don't seem too interested in diving too deep to figure out what's going on. It is depressing.
MaplePaws 1 points 1y ago
Ugh, I hate the dilation but it is the only way they can see anything with my pupils doing the things they do.

In all honesty I am to a point where I almost wish I would lose much more of my vision, for years it has gotten me into trouble because I misjudged the safety of the situation. I am also a person who has always relied more on my ears and sense of touch to get through life that once again my vision has been much more of a hinderance than my peers seem to have with it. That said it does come in handy and I still have that fear of not being to use it when I need it. But yes, depressing and frustrating is how I would describe it.
Fridux 2 points 1y ago
Well I've had glaucoma my entire life, and went blind in my left eye very early, so the possibility of one day going totally blind has always been very real. When I was 12 a physician told my mother that by 20 I would be totally blind, but since my vision remained stable long past that I thought it would stay that way forever.

In September of 2011, when I was 29, I started noticing very faint coronas around lights that I had never seen before, but was alerted by having been told that it was a sign of elevated intra-ocular pressure when I was a kid, so I immediately checked my doctor who didn't notice anything since my pressure was fine (12mmHg) there were no opacities in my eye, and neither my acuity nor my vision field had changed.

Time passed and I began having difficulty reading dark text on bright backgrounds, but doctors kept reassuring me that everything was fine until a year later I was told that I had a cataract, however since I only had one useful eye left, they instructed me to let it stay until I couldn't see anything since they didn't want to risk a surgery, so I kinda felt relieved that it wasn't anything permanent and did as they said.

In March of 2014, after an accident in which I fell off a train platform and got hit by an incoming train due to my contrast perception being so bad that I couldn't even distinguish the edge of the platform, I decided to finally have the cataract surgery. However I do not know what happened during the procedure since I was under general anesthesia, but I was seeing pitch black when I woke up, and while I regained residual vision the day after, all I could see were extremely fuzzy blobs of light and color. I checked with another doctor who performed a new kind of exam on my eye (an Optical Coherence Tomography), and this doctor told me that I had severe optic nerve atrophy and there was nothing that could be done about that, so I stopped taking medication as I stopped caring about my sight at that point and my residual vision faded away over the years.

Since then I've learned that loss of contrast perception can be a sign of optic nerve damage, that eye pressure raises significantly during the night, that my eyes can't be checked properly with an ophthalmoscope because my pupils don't dilate thanks to a surgery that I had right after being born, and that an OCT could have helped observe my optic nerve much earlier since it can see through constricted pupils and even opacities. Unfortunately I live in Portugal and there weren't any medical facilities with OCT scanners in the country back then, and apparently doctors weren't even aware of the existence of such equipment since nobody told me that I could always look for help abroad.

I don't know whether my vision could have been saved, because according to some studies glaucoma might be an auto-immune disease, therefore once the optic nerve damage begins there's no way to stop it, but I feel that I didn't do enough to save my vision and will regret it forever. I'm also not sure whether I actually had a cataract, but I like to believe I did and it was incorrectly blamed for my deteriorating eyesight.
Ancient_Ad_5809 [OP] 1 points 1y ago
I'm actually having issues with contrasting, and the severe light sensitivity is very much new (couple of weeks). When I was a teenager my eye doctor at that time always told me that my eyes would either level out by my mid twenties, or I'd end up losing more and more of my vision until I'm blind. Unfortunately though, now that I'm seemingly at that point, my new eye doctor isn't willing to say that on paper or figure out exactly what's going on. I feel like I'm going crazy.
FaithlessnessOwn3397 1 points 1y ago
Lol I also have the "dry eyes" diagnosis even though my eyesight got overnight blurrier and darker in dim lights, I have night blindness and halos around lights ans am unable to work on a computer anymore. At first I thought its visual snow syndrome but from everything I read in the vs subreddit it doesnt seem to be so debilitating for the people there like it is for me...
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