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Blindness and imagination (self.Blind)
submitted by CosmicBunny97
Perhaps this is stupid, but I'm just wondering if those who have lost their vision do the same thing.

I tend to imagine things like I see them. One example is that there was a box of no-sugar brownies that I wanted to make. In my mind, the box is light blue, but I'm surprised when the box is actually red. It's not like I can actually see the box in front of me - I know it's a box and to me, that box of brownies is light blue.

Similar for imagining people - turns out my o&M instructor has blonde hair when I imagined her with brown. Same with one of my friends, who has strawberry blonde hair, but I imagined it like wavy, chocolate brown.


Does anyone else imagine things and are surprised when it turns out not what they imagine?
OldManOnFire 12 points 1y ago
I think it's a human thing, not a blind thing. Even before I went blind I pictured what the radio DJs looked like.
CosmicBunny97 [OP] 3 points 1y ago
Haha, that's pretty cool. I guess I've always had a pretty good imagination.
Adventurous-Bid-9341 2 points 1y ago
Or like reading a book, you imagine every character/place, etc.. then they make it into a show or you find out how they look on a book jacket and it’s a full 180. Never stops how I imagine things though!
SiriuslyGranger 3 points 1y ago
Been totally blind for 20 or 22 years now. And I don’t do this. Effectively born blind comparatively to most people on this thread I see mostly only low vision folks comment here and not totals. I think it’s quite different with us totals
UtterlyUnexplained 2 points 1y ago
I'm a total and I visualize all the time, though I could be because I'm only a year and a half out from having sight
SiriuslyGranger 1 points 1y ago
That’s interesting. Probably so you still remember and used it I lost my vision and not much of it, yes I did see colors but it has been 22 years almost I am almost 30 now and lost it at roughly 7 or 8 years old. I could see a foot or 2 maybe 10 at most as a baby but that’s being generous. But by 5 or 6 when I can remember only a little bit, so I joke doesn’t make much. Of a difference. Always had to use a cane and braille anyway. I didn’t ever see enough to do anything without them. Couldn’t read and couldn’t see enough not to use a cane. I new and it was inevitable that I would completely lose my vision, but I was pretty prepared I lived like a totally blind person. I do remember some color and if I focus hard I can see it but have to work on seeing it and remembering it. So yeah. I don’t think there’s very much of us who are like me here. On facebook yes I know a bunch.
Adventurous-Bid-9341 1 points 1y ago
Same with my dad, he lost full sight at about 19, so he was older, but he could never see me or my sister, we did not move furniture, etc, and my dad reads a ton but if we watch something, and he likes a character, he will always ask me to describe them. I hope I’ve gotten better at descriptions than I was at the drive in back when we were like 7-8 yrs old!
SiriuslyGranger 1 points 1y ago
Ah, I see that’s pretty interesting. Well I hope so. At least you want to. :D
UtterlyUnexplained 1 points 1y ago
I've heard about some people completely losing their visual memory and others who retained it. I'm scared of losing mine, especially since it has already started to fade. Do you remember when yours started to go? I'd imagine going completely blind as a child would make it harder to keep visual memories
SiriuslyGranger 1 points 1y ago
Probably so I mean I can still remember colors, there’s no way to verify if what I think is green is really actually green. For instance. And I’ve never had depth perception. Like I said if I visualize green and really think about it I can do it. I don’t think you completely lose it but is it readily useful, no. I also didn’t see my vision as very practical since I didn’t have much of it or being useful it was just something cool to have. So yeah.I don’t see visual stuff as very useful so in a lot of ways I don’t use it too much.
CosmicBunny97 [OP] 1 points 1y ago
That does make sense. I lost vision in my right eye in 2020. Was born completely blind in my left and low vision in my right.
SiriuslyGranger 1 points 1y ago
I think it’s more a low vision thing, I think if you get a few totals in here I think the answers would be quite different. Totals and partials have completely different’ blindness experiences sometimes.
CosmicBunny97 [OP] 1 points 1y ago
Yeah, that would make sense
SiriuslyGranger 1 points 1y ago
Yeah, a lot of the partial low vision stuff on here a lot of the sub it seems not sure where the totals are here, there’s more of us on facebook I just can’t relate to sorry. There’s stuff I can general blindness but there’s a lot I can’t. Feel like an alien sometimes hahaha!
TXblindman 3 points 1y ago
Went completely blind seven years ago, totally understand what you’re talking about, do this all the time.
CosmicBunny97 [OP] 2 points 1y ago
It makes life pretty fun :)
the_purple_goat 2 points 1y ago
I was born blind so I don't have experiences quite like this. However when I hear things I tend to kind of ... anthropomorphize them, for lack of a better term. And I associate them with particular textures. And of course, smell is a universal neumonic for everyone, which tends to build pictures or visualizations in my head.
BaBaBroke 2 points 1y ago
Sometimes when laying on bed with my eyes closed I vision the designs of the old tin ceilings. And when my eyes are closed at other times, when there is a loud noise like a door closing or a book dropped or someone talks, I see a design of lights like the designs fireworks make, not the starbursts but the circle or hearts they make in the show, usually in red or blue. My doctor's say my brain is trying to see something that my brain remembered from the past.
Edit for spelling
CosmicBunny97 [OP] 2 points 1y ago
That's interesting. I get like a quick sparkle of lights at sudden loud noises. Also floating colours from time to time. But what your doctors have said about your mind makes sense. Mine does the same - I still know what familiar places look like.
potato_rock_bandit 2 points 1y ago
I definitely find myself visualising and imaginging more to fill in the blanks to the world around me. When what I want to imagine has a very funcdtional purpose, like how to move my head to line up with the medical imaging equpment at my specialist's office, I visualise a vector from calculus that goes through the front of my eye to the back of my skull, iit's apparently quite effective because the techs have commented on how quickly it goes for me compared to their other patients.

When I'm descending stairs where I'm worried about losing my balance or falling, I'll turn the whole area into what I describe as a computer rendering of it so I keep focused. Like today, it's very bright out which makes it hard for me to see, so even on the back steps in my own back yard I feel the need to focus like this. Visualising the physics or mechanics of the situation keeps my brain from panicking at the absence of depth perception or functional sight when it's also worried about me getting hurt.
CosmicBunny97 [OP] 2 points 1y ago
Oh wow, that is really fascinating. Are you a really technical person?
potato_rock_bandit 2 points 1y ago
I've got a bachelor's in science but was never strong in the abstract stuff like this. But it turns out in addition to the rare auto-immune disorder that resulted in my vision loss, I also have a rare psychological disorder that heavily involves viewing myself from outside of my body, so I guess it's a weird mix of my academic background and my brain's wiring.
CosmicBunny97 [OP] 1 points 1y ago
That is really fascinating!
oncenightvaler 1 points 1y ago
I imagine things with zero colours because I can only really distinguish light and dark and was totally blind since birth. But since you asked about imagination I have a kind of unique process.

I think about imagination like a puzzle. I have to build each piece separately and then put them all together. If you talked about a caucasian man with neck scars and tattoos, I would first picture his height and weight, then place the scars, then place the tattoos.
CosmicBunny97 [OP] 1 points 1y ago
That is really cool!
Eriona89 1 points 1y ago
I do the same but sometimes it's way off about a person's hair for example because I have some vision and trust what I see.
What doesn't work is to explain a route or specific space in our neighbourhood to someone sighted. My SO really doesn't get it when I describe things I come across explaining a route or place. He really wants to though.
Laser_Lens_4 1 points 1y ago
Yup I do it constantly. I thought the lid on my manual coffee grinder was a medium grey. Turns out it's completely clear. I based it largely off texture. I think it might play a little into my synesthesia
CosmicBunny97 [OP] 1 points 1y ago
Interesting! When I told my friend about the brownie box, she thought it could also be synesthesia but I’m not sure. She also has it
DannyMTZ956 1 points 1y ago
I have a friend. I thought he was black, and years later I found out he was white.
modulus 1 points 1y ago
No experience of colour, so not in that regard. I do visualize in the sense of imagining things in space, but it's very abstract, just the form.
razzretina 1 points 1y ago
I have some vision but poor memory and I do this all the time. People never look like I imagine heh
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