BurnieTheBrony 1 points 11m ago
>I saw my life branching out before me like the green fig tree in the story. From the tip of every branch, like a fat purple fig, a wonderful future beckoned and winked. [...] I saw myself sitting in the crotch of this fig tree, starving to death, just because I couldn't make up my mind which of the figs I would choose. I wanted each and every one of them, but choosing one meant losing all the rest, and, as I sat there, unable to decide, the figs began to wrinkle and go black, and, one by one, they plopped to the ground at my feet.
You are of course entitled to your opinion but this is basically how I felt my entire early 20's and she used vivid poetic imagery to get the point across.
There are plenty more examples in Bell Jar of her putting the experience of depression and early adult insecurity into relatable and/or poetic terms. I don't agree with some in the thread that it was great for the times it was written in but no longer holds up as well.
For me it is the most artistic and heart wrenching depiction of mental illness I've read. Darkness Visible by William Styron is the most accurate, and It's Kind of a Funny Story is the most accessible.