Hey, ive been with the bux for 6 months now, and its mostly been great. I love making coffee and being on bar and all that bs. My coworkers are lovely and we have a really great store atmosphere which im super grateful for. BUT, im in college, im taking 18 credits every semester (6 creds over a full load) doing theatre, and working 20 hours a week. Its getting overwhelming and if im being honest i dont need this job which is probably the only reason why i liked it. I was talking to my SM about how im getting overwhelmed and i dont know if i can do it anymore and she mentioned that i “committed” to a year at least with the company and specifically this store. We are an at will employment state and im not actually sure i can “commit” at all. I would really love to take some time and focus on school as my grades dropped heavily when i started here, on top of that this summer i plan on having a professional internship out of state.
I guess what im asking is how can i quit without burning the bridge? I would like to come back when life slows down a bit, whether thats in a semester or 3, but i dont know how to do that when I’ve apparently made a commitment to the store. Ive been thinking about cutting my availability to 1-2 shifts a week but i already have my schedule for the semester in teamworks. i also pay 10 dollars in parking every morning because we are a downtown location without store parking. Public transport isnt an option because i live 20 minutes away driving and 1.5 hours away by public transport and thats if the trains show up on time. My money is going down the drain for parking and gas, my mental state is spiraling because i have insomnia and dont sleep on days i have class or shows, and my grades are dropping because I’m not motivated to work when i have free time, I’d rather sleep.
If anyone has advice let me know. Juggling all of this has been a wild time. Thanks.