capgrasdeluded 5 points 3y ago
The managers would not be allowed to retaliate against you, so no worries about that. Talk with your SM about how you're feeling and be honest about it. If you're scared, you're scared and that's fine. New or not, it doesn't matter. You need to put yourself first, that's what the opportunity is there for.
If it helps, I'm a 243xxxx shift supervisor and I took this catastrophe pay starting today. I've had a fever and otherwise haven't felt well, I have a history of high anxiety and panic attacks, I've been sick already 3 times this year, and I'm scared of getting sick because I live by myself and my closest family is 1700 miles away. All I said was I have a fever and I don't feel safe or comfortable coming in to work and that's all they needed. I was granted the leave. You've just gotta communicate.