I'm new but I feel like I keep messing up 😔 yesterday I was really down on myself at work it felt as though I was being looked down on by the shift supervisor who trained me. It was my first day not training. I felt alone and nervous and I couldn't talk to anyone about it. What made me more nervous was my boss was there. 😔 There were only two people being kind yesterday and helped me a lot, yet I still felt so alone and nervous and scared. My negative brain was telling me just to give up while I was fighting those thoughts. Yesterday was really difficult. I deal with a lot of health issues too but I don't think it's a good idea to bring them up. I was struggling with my asthma yesterday because I forgot to use my daily inhaler. I was in pain as well. I can't project my voice because of a surgical complication. I'm just feeling really down and I don't know what to do. 😔 My boss heard I was having issues with my breathing and suggested cutting my hours. I really hope she doesn't 😔