Ever. 227 so I've worked there for like 4 years, and I've loved it dearly. But I was already disappointed in humanity when I walked in today and got like, no support on asking customers to wear masks. Even when one notorious customer did wear his mask, he had it under his nose so I said "that's not how it works!" And I heard one of my managers quietly say, "Stop, pretiburdi". And then when I asked another regular to wear his mask, "because I would feel much better if you did", he stated ranting about how he won't wear it to the grocery store etc.
Worst of all was like my third customer of the day was this guy who legit things corona is just the flu. STILL. He belittled me, asking if I was a scientist, saying his research was better. And he got a rise out of me, for sure.
I texted my manager that I don't feel safe coming in tomorrow because once I was moved away from the window, I saw nobody enforcing mask policies. I just don't understand how I can be the only one making waves in my store. I live alone and I'm the only one worried about bringing this home? About spreading it by accident? About the 40-50% asymptomatic carriers ??? (Dr Fauci just talked about those percentages if you'd like to google it, I'm pretty sure).
All I know I that I'm in the right, and that because of all this Starbucks is clearly okay with their baristas dying. It just so happens that we've been lucky enough to not have had a barista die. I know some have gotten sick and had corona.
I don't know this is sort of a rant but I just wanted to cry the whole shift because every time I turned around I saw another person with no mask, no one saying anything, and no support, I expected more. I know I shouldn't have but I did. I feel so defeated.
Ok I wrote it all down I'm gonna take a sad nap with my dog. Peace and love and safety to all my food service peeps and essentials
PB