Please don’t apologize, there is absolutely nothing to be sorry for. And you’re not a bad person. I am so sorry for all of what you’ve gone through in a matter of a few days. You should be able to feel comfortable at work and you should be more important than their profits, your feeling towards your store is completely valid, and I would try to urge you to call pcc anonymously. They are resources available to help you, even if not regarding your tyrant manager.
I know I’m just a stranger on the internet but you matter and I care. If you need advice or support in reaching out to higher ups this stranger here will do what they can to help you navigate through the system. If you just need to talk or vent, reach out to me and this internet stranger will listen.

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Please reach help. I know it’s scary because of all of the uncertainty right now but you need to do what’s best for you. I’m so very sorry you went through this. I wish you nothing but the best moving forward.