But when the rush comes in I feel like I’m a burden to them. They don’t say it and maybe it’s in my head but sometimes they look at me and laugh. I got hired in March right before COVID and then didn’t come back to train until April in a different location. Then I started again in our location and it was fine and I was doing okay. Everyday I felt like I was learning more. Then they started cutting hours and I’ve only been getting about 2 shifts a week and had to get another job. I feel like because I don’t come in as often and work only mornings that I’m really slow. I feel like an idiot a lot of the time and one of my shifts always gets on to me and I understand what to do and i always say yes and never talk back. But sometimes it’s so degrading. But maybe I’m just sensitive. I cried today during work in front of my coworker while one of my other shifts was on a break because they got onto me even though I had an injured finger. Sometimes I just wanna quit but I don’t want to give up. I just want to hear a good job sometimes from them.