Before taking option 2, I realized that I have a difficult time “shutting off.” I’m going back to work this week. On my one day off, sandwiched in between two scheduled days, and then 2 days off, sandwiched between around 3 scheduled days, all I think about is what I can change when I go back in. Anxiety overwhelms me. How I can not mess up so much, (I’m sort of a green bean, I was hired right before COVID, 288****, and then was on CAT pay and then took option 2,) how can I make that frapp faster, etc. I can hardly enjoy my day off because I’m preparing for my next day. Before taking the COVID LOA, I changed my availability for my mental health. I set my days off together, 3 in a row, and my times during hours that I can manage, early to afternoon. I noticed that my first week back, I’m close to being within my availability. My second week is not. I’m afraid this will continue and I’ll be a nervous wreck again. I’m looking for a second job and I’m also doing freelance work on the side, which I’m going to continue when I go back to work. I need time to complete my projects, but I don’t feel like I’ll be taken seriously if I ask for my days to be scheduled within my availability. I was wondering if anyone else gets scheduled outside of their availability, and how I can keep my sanity lol.