I’ve been a barista trainer for a few months and I’ve trained several people before, but I transferred recently and I’m now training the first person at my new store. they do everything super by the book, unlike my old store, and I was really struggling today to properly train my trainee on CS. it’s my least favorite position, and while I can do it fine myself it was just hard for me to train someone on. and I felt like my manager could tell. I’m just feeling like I’m in over my head. And I dropped a whole pitcher of sweet cream on the floor while we were training and had to play it off like it was no big deal when on the inside I wanted to cry I was so embarrassed.