Just had another day dealing with attitudes and a creepy old man with a FAMILY who likes to harass women baristas and walking into work already knowing where I’d be put and that eventually we would run out of coffees and it will be my fault ... but like I was on food and pos at the same time and I’m only one person :33

:3
After being on this sub I’ve learned that (even tho I’m not a green bean and I’ve been here since the summer) it might just be out of my hands. At first it sounded like my shifts and sm were advocating for me at first but around the same time that I started to be put on bar I got switched back to pos/warming/cs due to the fact that I changed my availability for the sake of mental health and school, I kept screwing up people’s drinks up and we have a lot of regulars who I feel just do not like me💀, and the other new person who came after me (at the same time) would get bar practice so he’s better at me now

So now again I feel and I am treated like the new person and it’s sooo boring but like stressful at the same time.
But I’m just ranting to myself atp and I’d like to say to myself that I’m still doing a damn good job cause no one can hold down the front like I can :) my shifts always put me on the trifecta because I am amazing and no one can do it like I can :)) I am special