Huge huge huge rant about the toxic work environment I’m sure we have all been subjected to at some point or another

I swear to God, the more I hear from others about how much people shit on me but are nice to my face I cannot even begin to think that that’s okay. Like why is this kind of toxic high school fucking environment acceptable? I’m so sick of it. I’m literally overloading myself with classes at ASU so I can get done as fast as possible and peace the fuck out. Leave all of these shit talking back stabbing 25 years olds to their career job. Every week it is something new and it’s MY FELLOW SHIFT SUPERS that spread all this shit and keep lighting the fire, where is the store where people actually have your back? My manager tells me at least once a week “these people are not your friends. Stop trying to win them over and involve them in your life. They don’t care about you, your kid, what you did last summer... stop talking to them.” All it does is gives them more shit to talk and holy crap i just want ONE DECENT PERSON in my store that isn’t my store manager. It’s like that move perks of being a wallflower. Where he goes “if the one friend i make is a teacher... “ blah blah. That is how i feel. I feel like a complete outsider regardless of spending 2 years going on 3 being kind always, supportive, loving, concerned. And still no matter what I do, it’s always something. Can you imagine being so hated at the place you spend 8hrs a day, 5 days a week?