venti rant: at this point i feel like my best isn’t good enough (self.starbucksbaristas)
submitted by denahom-chikn
i was given a supervisor position and my training keeps getting pushed back. today my sm checked in with me and said that it’s because the rest of the shift team told her that i don’t show any leadership and i constantly have an attitude and honestly that hurt. no matter what i’m going through personally or how bad of a day i’m having, that all stays in my car when i go to work. no matter what, i’m always happy and positive when i’m in the building. i’m always trying to find something to clean during my downtime and constantly volunteering to do the things no one else wants to do. i always do my best and stay late if we’re super slammed. i’ve wanted to grow my skills and hold a management position for quite some time now for several reasons, and it seemed close but now feels so far. i’ve consistently put nothing but my best into this job and now it feels like my best just isn’t good enough