idk I've felt really sick to the stomach the past couple of days. Today I actually threw up right after peak ended and was sent home early. Then felt fine once I was home. I think it's the stress causing an upset stomach :(
ramblin_wrekt25 points2y ago
Happened to me too. Couldn’t stomach (literally) showing up. I’m leaving now because the stress was too much on my body.
hecaete47 [OP]22 points2y ago
Oh god same. Quite literally, the bags under my eyes are horrible and I have an eczema outbreak on one of my pinkies from the sani water + washing hands so frequently.
ramblin_wrekt13 points2y ago
Yep! I have terrible bags under my eyes too. I don’t sleep well at all after a shift which is every other day because of the awful scheduling. So I’m running ragged. My life was moving in a positive direction until I started working at Starbucks in February. I’m leaving now because I want my life to pick up where it left off and keep getting better.
I hope you find a way forward, friend.
hecaete47 [OP]11 points2y ago
Thank you! I actually put in my two weeks. I'd rather be slightly broke financially than completely physically and mentally break from this job.
LatterRooster5 points2y ago
Same here! Putting in the two weeks the moment I see my manager
ramblin_wrekt4 points2y ago
Yeehaw! Congrats.
jennalahuee2 points2y ago
The other day I couldn't even eat because of all the anxiety I had for work, I was taking small bites and I felt as though I was going to pass out and throw up at the same time. It was terrible.
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hecaete47 [OP]5 points2y ago
Like seriously! The best SSV at my store is quitting after only a handful of months working here because it’s too much. And god, the pay is not enough.
I’m just a barista but I make the same rate here and with a key holder role at another job. The other job is significantly less stress.
jupiter_bug3 points2y ago
Im actually feeling stressed just from reading this.
Theotar15 points2y ago
If you can get look at by a doctor for anxiety. I worked for starbucks and had similar issues when I was constantly being understaffed, but had increased customer count. Starbucks asks employees to consistently be at 100%, but it fails due to lack of sufficient staffing. Management then slaps you with how could you have done this better, when in reality, it was never the employee that was the problem.
ladytaters9 points2y ago
I have PTSD and an anxiety disorder. One of the ways these manifested was through vomiting at least 4 times a day for over six months. It took losing seven teeth to acid damage to decide that I needed to do something about it and find a therapist. I'm still seeing her because between my abusive childhood and the bux, there was a LOT of damage done to my psyche and my body.
Good luck.
Dopio_Depresso3 points2y ago
I miss Howard.
storietime123 points2y ago
Stress is a natural response to potentially harmful/aversive stimuli in our environment. However, there is a very fine line between a healthy/unhealthy amount of stress. Exposure to unhealthy amounts of stress for long periods of time can really fuck with your immune system, depressing(slowing) it. Take a couple days off if you can and enjoy them, take care of yourself bro ❤️
BuffyBoltonVampFlayr3 points2y ago
It's for sure a thing.
I've been suffering from *severe* nausea and vomiting for 5 years. It comes on immediately and gets so bad that I'll vomit up to 50 times a day, no joke. Though I often have to force myself to vomit when there's nothing in my stomach just to relieve the insane nausea. Every time I experience it it lasts 5-9 days. All day long. At first it just happened once. Then once more 13 months later. Then 4 months later. And the last two years it would happen every other month. Around year 2 I read about Canabinoid Hypermesis Syndome which can cause these exact symptoms in long term smokers so I saw a GI Dr who recommended I get a scope done (after many er visits and a couple CT scans which showed no apparent causation) to make sure it it wasn't anything intestinal or whatnot. He didn't find anything of that nature either so he surmised it was the CHS so I stopped smoking for nearly 2 years - still suffered from bi-monthly, bouts. I finally found a GP that I liked and trusted and after many 6 week-apart visits and blood tests, she said she thinks its likely stress related, but particularly *work* stress. (Even though I had one long term job when it started,, another 1+ long job in the middle and another 1+ job [Sbux] by the time I started seeing her). She said she's had a surprising amount of patients who've experience similar symptoms which either lessened or alleviated all together once they left their jobs and that unhealthy workplaces can take a shockingly serious toll on our bodies, much more than most would ever think. And even though I wasn't *fully* convinced that this, albeit abusive af, job was the cause, I ended up leaving sbux anyway because it became *that* toxic and unbearable. My last day was nearly 3 months ago and I've only experienced these symptoms once but they only lasted 4 days. There have been 2 other times where I've felt it coming on and vomited once or twice, but both times it went away with an hour or two.
The very first time it happened though, I had this bizarre intuition to get in the shower. This greatly alleviated the symptoms for a few hours (doesn't sound like much but again, the initial experience [and 99% of every experience that followed] lasted about 7 days, so it was enough to keep me from literally wanting to kill myself). So every single other time I felt this way, I'd get in the shower (and turn the water as hot as I could stand, which is all the way hot for me. And it'd usually run cold before it helped as much as it had the potential to). And I'd be back in the shower every 20 minutes, or however long it would take the water heater to get back up. So like 30 showers a day. But eventually, they pretty much stopped helping (though I'd always get back in over and over again in hopes that it would help again). **So I definitely suggest you try that**. I remember reading that hot water on the back of the neck significantly relieves nausea because that's where the body's nausea "pressure point", if you will, is located.
**And in case you smoke/intake weed**, I'd definitely consider refraining for a few months, depending on how often you experience this nausea. Part of why CHS is so hard to diagnose is because weed has a half life of about 2 months, meaning that's how long it stays in your system. So when I first heard about CHS (and how almost all known sufferer's of it will take hot showers to relieve their symptoms, coincidentally), I stopped smoking but still experienced the usual symptoms after like 3 weeks, so I figured welp, guess that's not it. Only later did I learn that the symptoms of the syndrome almost always takes a considerable amount of time to appear, as opposed to like right after/soon after one intakes weed because the long term use and the half life sort of push the symptoms back a little. And although CHS was only discovered within the last few years (and that it's either rare/greatlyundiagnosed), many think that CHS can be much more prominent in weed users who live in places that weed growth and distribution is legal, due to the fertilizers used.
So think about those things if you use mj, or if you experience on a steady basis (even if it's just like one day a week or something). And remember that we often take on a lot more stress than our bodies and mind can handle because life in general (and capitalism, of course) has conditioned us to think that extreme stress is normal and should be expected throughout every aspect of life.
Hope things get better!
sweet-seat2 points2y ago
every time my manager is around during peak i get the same way. she's trying to be helpful but just gets in everyone's way and slows us down. take care of yourself!!
hecaete47 [OP]1 points2y ago
I had to DTR while she DTO’d today. She stresses me the fuck out.
Lucian_02162 points2y ago
I have been going through this exact same thing!! Thing is, im in no position to quit so i just talked to my SM about getting lighter hours and now im back to how my hours used to be thankfully :/
hecaete47 [OP]1 points2y ago
I put in my two weeks and my SM put me on the schedule beyond my two weeks 🙃 I’m not working it tho. I’m gonna be broke AF after I quit but I thankfully have a second job that can give *some* hours.
Lucian_02161 points2y ago
Good for you!! I hope things work out for you! We don’t deserve this stress :(
yeeet-haw-baybee2 points2y ago
i just got prescribed an antidepressant today and i wish i could say starbucks hasn’t majorly contributed to my need for one but.....we all know that’s a lie!!! i need to either transfer or quit asap. glad you’re on your way out!!
rosesandthorns172 points2y ago
i used to throw up before starting my shifts when i was very new because i didn’t know how to do anything because training is garbage and i was always so scared. It happens less now but i definitely still get stress nausea. I read you put your two weeks in and i’m proud of you for putting yourself first. i wish you the best!
nonnaan2 points2y ago
Yes. Going into my shift I feel so anxious, and the long DT line that I have to pass doesn't help. Once I get in the store is understaffed, full with people, and has nothing with the shortages. When I get on bar I get super dizzy, overwhelmed, and dehydrated. I never really throw up, but I do get sick from the stress
Webshooter381 points2y ago
Look into working at a licensed store. They pay better and the work is easier since they're not as busy.
hecaete47 [OP]1 points2y ago
Yeah I’m gonna put in an app to target to try that out. 15 an hour sounds great. Main issue is I never wear red so I’d really need to shop for that dress code lol.
Webshooter381 points2y ago
Dress code for Target baristas is a black shirt and blue jeans/khakis. I work there rn.
jupiter_bug1 points2y ago
Stress usually makes me nauseous, I carry nauzeme chewables with me to school and work just incase I start getting too stressed
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