So. I have a shift that I have absolutely had enough of. She has been disrespectful to me since my first day out of training. I trained in the morning but have been scheduled in the afternoons so my first day out of training was my very first time in the afternoon. She talks at me, not to me, and I’ve noticed a huge difference in the way she treats me and talks to me vs. how she treats and talks to other people. I’m not the only one, another green bean said she has her favorites which means it’s not just me that has noticed. A lot of them are friends outside of work but they’re pretty exclusive. Fine, I don’t care to go out anymore anyway. However, hearing a shift talk about it on the headset for 8 hours the next day and listening to them invite each other to parties isn’t exactly what I care to listen to for 8 fucking hours. It’s also incredibly unprofessional in my opinion.

She blames me for everything and when I’m on POS/ warming, I’m expected to have everything done when I take over for someone else and when someone comes in after me. For example, the garbage should’ve been taken out when someone else takes over but when I take over for someone I should be on top of making sure the garbage is taken out. She also blames me for things I didn’t do. Such as leaving the pastry case open; I’ve had ENOUGH today so I snapped and said it wasn’t me but she told me to make sure it was closed. She’s also hard on me with how I clean the ovens. She’s made me re-do it multiple times but also wants me to do it quickly. I’m sorry but those ovens get used a million times a day, they’re not going to be perfectly clean. She also is quick to assume I’m doing things wrong but she’s usually the one that’s wrong. She once told me a customer asked for a venti but I (loudly) double checked with the customer and she had said grande. Today, she asked why so many orders were being given and the window and her first assumption was that orders were being taken wrong (I was on DTO). I could continue but this is just some of what’s going on. I’m coming in early to talk to my SM because i’m done with this whole ass job.

Today, I had a chat with my store manager. It started off with the fact that I’m always late- which I know is unacceptable. I don’t have any help with anything and trying to work and maintain my life is really difficult but I understand that I can’t be coming in like this every day. He also got on me about my availability: I’m available every day, all day except wednesdays (available until 3), Thursday’s (not available at all), and Sunday’s (4-9:30) because I work a farmer’s market until 2pm making $20/hr. Other partners aren’t available at all on weekends and somehow that’s ok. Wednesday and Thursday is the only time I get with my boyfriend. He also wasn’t happy that I requested off to go on vacation mid-July for a week for my 30th birthday even though I put the request in a few weeks ago.

I think I’m going to start looking for other jobs because I’m tired of getting treated this way at every single job and inevitably getting picked on by some insecure person that has control and power issues. More than likely I can find a better paying job too, this just isn’t worth it. Le sigh. I’m tired.