My last job ended up the same way my friend…if there’s any way you can hold out until you get a job, it’s helpful, but if you have enough saved and can put in your two weeks now, DO IT. I can almost guarantee you once you get two days of sleep and some distance from that environment your energy will begin to change. For me, just knowing I was leaving was enough to make my suicidal thoughts go away. Much love, please know that you are worth so much more than any stupid job. I’d rather have you alive and jobless and finding hope again than hearing you lost your life to a job that doesn’t give a shit about you.

I just realised what today is and find it fitting that it's the end of my era. It's Lughnasadh, the first harvest. It's time to reap what ive sowed that's ripe and ready to be plucked. My next harvest is waiting.