Normally she's not so mean. That's what hurt even more, because it made me feel like I really fucked up, when in fact I didn't do anything wrong, and even said Id return early next time if she needed, as long as she paid my ticket so I wouldn't lose money. Which just made her more angry, telling me "seriously, sugartea? Do you think that's the right time to answer like that or to be sarcastic? Or even if that was a serious answer, even worse and not ok." I just dont understand.... Her apology was just that there can be misunderstandings with texting. But that doesn't take back how she made me feel. How she triggered me... And I know that word gets used and made fun of a lot, but she did. She triggered a bpd episode. I had to take medicine to calm down. And I can't even tell her what she did to me. She would probably just find me weak.