I suggest you find help. The disease will kill you. It almost took my life and I know several people who are gone because of ed’s in general. I know you know this but I just want to remind you how serious it is and that you need to nip it now so it doesn’t get worse. Sending light and positive vibes your way. Hang in there.

i know how it feels to be in your position, which is why i’m not going to give you advice and give you info that could harm you in the long run. i know a random person on the internet isn’t going to change your mindset, but there are ways to feed your body in a healthy way that can keep you fueled and feeling your best. the oatmeal is really nutritious and filling, along with a sugar free iced vanilla latte with oat milk. please give yourself grace and patience. you will get through this :) you’re a lot stronger than you think.