i actually just started working for this company on february so not that long. but this issue has been going on since like october last year. my attention is all over the place i can't even take one order without the clients having to repeat something again. my body has always been weak but now it's worse, it hurts to just walk, and even to SIT like?? sometimes i feel overwhelmed with work + school and i want to cry to try and let it out, but i cant because idk why???

my head hurts, my grades are dropping even more, i failed a class, i literally am going insane but i like the job!!

like, sure its tiring and annoying sometimes, but my partners? my sm? my shifts? they are amazing. and i like making drinks. i MUCH prefer it over pos because i LOVE making the drinks, even the weird ones, but i don't mind it.

yet, everything about my health and mental health is getting worse and worse. what should I do?