I used to like my job, truly. I spent years putting a ton of energy into it, helping solve problems, fixing things, doing my absolute best, but all I ever get back is “you forgot to put day dots on the tea lids at close” and “how dare you do actual standard and make me have to do more work” and things like that. Just. Soul-crushingly thankless.

I had my first at-work breakdown after YEARS and was sent home half an hour early the other day. I also had to take time for my brother’s graduation and my husband having to go to the hospital. But Ive also been covering every shift asked of me.

I have my first vacation in three weeks but Im not even sure I can last that long, let alone another two weeks after getting back.

Right now Ive been throwing up sick and got absolutely reamed for calling out but I just. Still feel so bad. Like I did something wrong or messed up. Im strugglin man.