So for context I’m only like a month into working here, love it, has its ups and downs but idc I get to be myself at work and it makes me happy. Today was the first time I felt completely overwhelmed, I can’t get over how much I hate the 50% off Tuesday crap, especially when our store has at least one call out a day. Can’t wait for July to be over, but anyway. I was on both hot and cold bar with a ssv who tends to be a complete dick to others when we’re busy. I have really awful ADHD and anxiety and this particular ssv doesn’t really care to accommodate whatsoever, which I guess I’m not entitled to. But the whole shift I was completely overwhelmed, I started crying and hyperventilating which is super embarrassing, and I was left to hot bar and cold bar alone multiple times which I wasn’t 100% comfortable with… all around it was just a very emotionally draining day.
Now I’m new to working as a whole and 8 hour shifts are still a lot for me, so cafe + drive through rush is incredibly exhausting for me. After the shift the ssv apologized for being a dick, something they have to do a lot surprise surprise.. and when I told them that doing bar was hard for me, they told me “um actually that was supposed to be easy for you, if you think that’s bad maybe this isn’t the right job for you” and I’m like dude I’ve been here for a month give me a freaking break. Like am I crazy for thinking that was difficult??? Idk I’m just incredibly frustrated I feel like all of our ssvs love to pick on me for being new sighhhhh