This is very well put and kind of what i was guna say in a comment! OP, ur guna make mistakes even when ur a year in or 2 years in. It happens to all of us! U should try not to overthink it. Like the commenter i responded to here said, i think u may be a little too hard on yourself but thats not me invalidating ur feelings, just me lettin u kno that ur only human and ur still learning so do not beat yourself up or get upset with each mistake. Mistakes help with learning cuz then i will be able to know not to do that and instead the correct way of doing it 🙂 when most people are new at Starbucks, they get anxious when it comes to asking questions since its a fast paced work environment. I was exactly like that and I was overthinking it and getting too scared to ask questions even though I thought some of the questions I asked were stupid at the time but now that I'm a tenured partner, I realize that it's completely okay to ask questions because that shows an initiative to learn and that you're a hard worker who cares about the quality of their work but it's also okay to make mistakes because you can learn from those as well. So I hope everybody is supportive at your store and answers your questions and doesn't give you any annoyed Vibes when you do so! I always tell new people coming into my store that they can ask me any questions they want no matter how stupid they may think it is and no matter what I'm doing and no matter how busy we are and they're always extremely happy when I let them know that because I want them to be comfortable since it's already stressful to learn a ton of recipes and then dealing with customers and their different personalities and how some of them get angry or irritated. I know you're going to do good 🙂 u survived each day i were there so i kno ur strong minded and strong willed 😊💜