I started with the Siren a little over a year ago. Instantly fell in love with the partners and the pace and my mornings. Ive said many times that i have never had a job i enjoyed showing up to this much. I haven’t been at another job longer than nine months so this was a big deal for me to last a year.
This last month has turned me bitter and filled me with hatred for so many things and people. My evening partners do not do ANYTHING until the last hour so they’re rushed and messing up everything. Our store is never cleaned properly during clean play, apparently no one learned how to read because the miss matched inclusions with wrong labels and no dates is daily, my backroom is too small for all the fucking product we order, were going over too many labor hours and we aren’t earning enough (even though every single day this week we have felt behind and down a person with a “fully staffed floor”), they dont give me the hours i said i can do, i cant afford to pay my bills let alone live or get an extra croissant if im hungry one day. Every day i leave my store more upset about it, and ive never genuinely thought “i hate it here” until today when i went to run trash out and the bottom bag was full of 2 toddys and food that should have been donated, which proceeded to rip and spill all over. They are demanding so fucking much, and i am not being paid enough for this shit.
Im sad cause it used to bring so much joy to me but now im sobbing on my drives home and deciding if its worth all this bullshit for a stupid degree.
Anyways thanks if you read this all