I do the same, I am such a sweet and friendly person at work and to co-workers. I always help every way I can. While at home and with friends, I'm a completely different person

When I'm at work I'm a crackhead and the store comedian but when I get home I'm the most depressed person on the planet.

Welcome to the service industry.

yea honestly i realized recently i am so much more “fun” at work bc it serves as a distraction and i come home and am completely different / objectively worse mentally lol

Yeah of course on DTO you gotta be upbeat and friendly. There were times I really enjoyed the window and there were times my mind would be saying “all of you gtfo!” And the same about coming in there would be days i knew my favorite shifts would be opening with me and we’d have a blast and days when captain sunshine would walk around reminding us about the task cards, task cards!! and id want to throw them back at them but you just say yes working on it! And keep the peace… except once I did go off on sunshine but none of us are perfect. Lol