First, thanks to all the SSVs who responded, I felt like maybe I just wasn’t cut out for it because of how I was feeling and I felt a lot better after reading the responses!

Second, today I tried putting myself on DTO instead of front for peak and OH MY LORD did it feel so much better. I was able to diffuse bottlenecks instantly, support any position that needed it, and I still was able to run breaks, solve problems, etc. It was truly a life changer! When my SM gets back from vacation I am planning to have a talk with her about it and let her know how strongly I feel that front is not the perfect position for SSVs especially on weekends when we are shorter staffed!