I dont think you're lazy or entitled, nor did I ever say it mental health was an excuse but it is a key part in your story yes? I just think you're full capacity on brain space and arent able to efficiently learn the ins and outs of what is a surprisingly high skill/brain storage demand job. I apologize for assuming it is bar that is your main struggle, I assumed so after the anecdote about the syrup in steaming pitcher. In the post you admit that you struggle and are slower and often forget/need reminders which to me says you arent able to be self suffucient in all of your roles and hence why people get frustrated. As you can imagine it is hard enough having to preform yourself, let alone having to keep an eye and an ear out for a struggling barista who you feel should be self sufficient after a year of service. Again, I reccomend speaking to your SM about retraining if you would like to catch up with your coworkers. To clarify, using foul language or being actively hostile towards you isnt something that I think is appropriate, but I can understand their frustration and ending up just taking a task from you because they need it to be done efficiently.

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