i was on cold bar this morning & had around 45 cold bar drinks in queue. my coworker was trying to help by prepping cold brew in cups for dt but kept forgetting what it was (and at no point told me either), so when i got the ticket i’d have to remake it since i had 6 venti cups of cold brew and mo idea what it was. i eventually told her to stop and apparently went and told the shift bc about 10 minutes later they came over and completely berated me in front of all my coworkers & customers.

they told me i was giving off a bad vibe—which, yeah i have 45 drinks in queue and everyone is rushing me! i’m stressed! and that they’d force me to solo drive the next 7 hours of my shift i didn’t put a smile on my face. i wasn’t even in a bad mood until i got yelled at for no fucking reason, i was just too busy to talk to everyone. they only apologized after i went into the back on my 10 and cried the entire time.

every time i work with this shift i end up sobbing on my 10 because she yells at me for being stressed when i get out on cold bar during peak every single day (and if i ask to not be there, she gets mad about that too). but if someone else is visibly stressed/upset she lets them take 20 to cool off and collect themselves. but me? i can get fucked i guess. i’m just tired of being treated like my feelings are invalid. i’m talking to my SM about it monday bc i can’t work with her anymore or else i’m quitting or transferring. our schedules don’t usually cross but when they do, she makes it her mission to let me know how much she likes everyone more than me & ruins my whole day.